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2011-08-07T09:08:00.000-07:00

Lately, I have been contemplating on what I was designed for.. and after the very long search of what really made me tick, what really brings out the passion and talents that was bestowed to me from above.. i would say that i very much reached a conclusion.

I always deny it, but really, as silly as it may sound, i really love handicrafts.

I love creating things out of paper, and now i am experimenting a little on accessories and the thread and needle. :P

Sometimes i wonder what kind of jobs i can take on that well, make me happy. I;ve thought of being a florist, but isnt that wayyy wayyy too unambitious at all? esp for a young (well not so, but generally yes) lady like me, when opportunities are vast?

Well, I sure am not fully confident of my "crafty'" (pun unintended) abilities.. but i must start somewhere righttt....? (: I hope next time, I can be like this lady. Set up my handicraft and events company ... ((:

http://www.ashleymeaders.com/

anyway, heres something i made cos my fingers were feeling all itchy..

Hmm well its a start.. i think its a little too tacky.. lets wait for the next wave of inspiration. :/

End.

2011-05-17T07:56:00.000-07:00

Howdy howdy ho! Surprise surprise!

I thought i dropped this old nest a visit, and it sure feels good. It feels weird to be writing again, and like an un-oiled engine, my thoughts fail to express itself finely in print as it used to before. :(

Some significant changes in my life, of that would of course be what i would dubbed "merging of hearts". Ha, yes corny, but my happy heart has con-joined itself to another happy heart. Being in love for the first time, is like what a friend once told me- an awakening. An awakening to beauty, to the revelation of how deep love can make it's way to areas of your heart you never knew existed. And along with that, the power it has to cripple and strengthen, to uplift and destroy.

Relationships itself are something i do not toy with, and thus my track record of holding my single status for 21 years. My decision to put an end to this came at a very unexpected bend of events that transpired out from a silly social night event. (I am sure some of you have known about it, as it was raging news on facebook) Infatuation (i wont say it's love) finds you when you very least expect it, well at least for me.

Sometimes I find myself to be very paranoid, always evaluating even after making the decision. I dont know how many of you do that, but it's very annoying for yourself and perhaps very unfair for your partner. It is just like how you are going shopping for a pair of shoes with only a limited amount of $$. You can only purchase one, and once the decision is made, chances of you turning back is nearly impossible. I always slip into this realm where these thought dance around... and my whole head starts to spiral into a pit of uncertainty..

Girls, can never make up their minds... choosing between shoes can be difficult, this unhealthy behaviour pattern can be applied to boys as well. or maybe it's just me . haha!

An acquaintance once told me this, in life it is very difficult to find someone that loves you and that you can love back. And I guess that woke me up, that I should be appreciative of what I have. Isnt it human nature to think of wanting "more" and ensuring to get the "best" out of everything? One thing I have learnt, never use the head for what is meant for the heart. When it comes to matters of the heart, leave it to the heart and let it take lead. (:

Love rules with no rules

and with this, my little surprise post ends here.

do we learn from other people's mistakes or our mistakes?

2010-11-15T10:07:00.000-08:00

Tell me, do we learn from other people's mistakes or from our own mistakes?

It's mind boggling for me. Sometimes we want to learn from other people's mistakes, but with that we then do not give what we want a shot/ a try. We tend to take less chances and play safe most of the time.

So what now?

Maybe what we can do is to hope for the best, prepare for the worst. Take that leap. Live life with no regrets, regardless the outcome.

& lastly: denial, a friend or foe?

2010-11-11T10:12:00.000-08:00

Nice to be back in this cosy comfy space. *adjusts butt*

I do not want to render this blog useless, so here's a little update.

So much has happened since my last post here. So many thoughts have scrambled through my mind and my emotions, suffice to say, followed suit.

I really do not have a particular something that i wish to pen down, but i will just pluck whatever thoughts that are floating around in my head, and somewhat expand on it.

As much as i would like to say that i have a mind of my own, i daresay, not really. I mean, there are certain areas i stand strongly upon, but there are some which i am still faltering by. I believe that every thing happens for a reason, whether you see it or not, there is a purpose behind every situation we encounter. Some situations may not bring out anything "productive" or "beneficial" but with the right eye, and attitude we can sieve out the good of a problem. The good could be a discovering of ourselves, what we need to change or a revealing of our likes/dislikes or it could shed some light to what life should be and how it should be lived.

I am very thankful that God has placed me in situations that tossed my feelings and thoughts rigorously like in a salad bowl. I find myself to be like a fresh ceasar salad thereafter; my view on life has taken a new perspective and I feel alot happier and wiser.

You know it is very easy for us to heed other people's advice at the expanse of our happiness. I realize that many of us (me included) make decisions that would make us feel secure rather than truly happy. True isnt it? I mean really, do ask yourself. It does take a certain amount of boldness to believe and fight for what you really want despite the daunting/unfavorable circumstances that stands in our way. It takes faith and guts. But well, Ive come to a conclusion.. life is a journey, it's all about experiencing and making mistakes. I mean, sometimes we are so afraid of making mistakes we fail to realise that failure is life's greatest teacher. failure makes us better. failure adds value to our character.

Life is a long journey, and it will be boring if we stuck to the straight path. You'll never know what you will find if u just steer into the woods... hmm maybe spot bambi or some hot chick like pocahontas or crazy dancing couples like tarazan and jane. ha.

Live life with no regrets. Just do what makes you happy.

Cos when u are happy, other people will be happy! Happiness is infectious!

Think i am done. I know my thoughts are not as coherent as i hope it would be, but well, my blog my rules ! ;p

i hope you shine brighter as i come closer.

2010-09-06T12:00:00.000-07:00

Alright, now that the stormy seas have reached a calm, *clasp hands together*, its time for an update (: I want to call this post, mish mash potato cos its gonna be a mish mash post! a little bit of everything (: and guess what, all complimented with some nice visuals to add a little ease on the eyes while reading. (this is gonna be a little lengthy post due to the lack of updates for the past few days, i must stay committed to my cause )

First off, I WANT MY OWN MACBOOK PRO! Not that I tend to covet for the latest and most powerful/"in-fashion" gadgets/techies but its really just for the sake of photoshop and illustrator! (lOVE EM TOPS) And due to that i always have to hog my brother's com, which causes alot of inconvenience. WHY? cos this is what my brother does on his COM.(most of the time)

That aside, I am moving outt and I really hate the thought of moving away from Serangoon gardens. No more cell group meetings at my place, no more late nights at gardens, no more short walks to the club - gym & swim, no more walking from s'goon mrt to s'gardens, and basically no more "convenience".. etc. I think s'gardens is the best place to stay, with good food and great hang outs all in a stone's throw! :( I have not packed my room as yet and i really dont know where to start. but so far most of the other stuff have been all neatly packed into brown boxes. see see below!crazy stuff, my family is a hoarder. hoarder chias.

And then of course, some changes in S'goon gardens that really irks me.

The old corner coffee shop is now the commercialized citibank. :( sry my photography skills fail, i am not lena.

And of course, i really dont know why they are felling the trees. another irk. self proclaimed tree hugger!

changes are the only constants. right? lets hope this is for the better...!

I love cell group games. Weiwen is a very creative game master.,,, tsk tsk.
One of his victims: joyce tan.

and of course, when chevy came backkk... we got creative!:D
Ivy and I holding out sign boards while awaiting for the grand arrival of "china boi" as dubbed by joyce!

Ahh and last of al, the cause that i committed this blog to:
PRINT PATTERNS/GRAPHIC ART GALORE! :D Okay just 2 pics i chanced upon and LOVED :D

AND THATS ALL!! ((: yay can slack for the next 3 days. updates soon!

** This post can also be found on thisgetsmehigh.tumblr.com **

farewell gazelles! :D
Toodle poodles!
See you soon baboon!

okay ariel STOP IT.

2010-08-17T10:57:00.000-07:00

This is a very impromptu post, because it never crossed my mind to write something here till I inquisitively clicked on all my past archived writings/postings. It's very interesting to see how my writing style has changed and how the things that i write about varied progressively.

I was more carefree and crazy as compared to whatever that I am normally blogging now. More contemplative less crazy. :( sighhs. How i wish that inner child was still as active :(

Here are some abstracts i picked very randomly:

Date: 24/11/06

Title: Nil (as usual)

"Hi everyone!Its me! On the count of three i wanna hear a "YIPPEEE" from ya all pleasee!!

1 ....2.....3 and YIPEEEE!

Man, you guys are full of gung ho ! i love it!
and as for those who didnt say(i wont mention names), you need ta loosen up a lil bit.its good to be a lil crazy once in a while. "

Date: 28/12/06

"U know what.We are all gonna DIEEEEE!

ALL RAIN NO SUN.NO vit D.we are gonna die!!!

my last words, love you all, always."

Oh man, so cute right, how adorable and silly at the same time. Alright, nostalgia is overwhelming me right now and I start to wonder why am I not crazy anymore!! i think i have aged in my heart, oh dang!!!

I shall make it a point to be little happier, a little crazier, a little looney now in my posts. Okay, be prepared my dear readers, for a SOT SOT spirit! :D like the picture below~~

[ Sot Sot: crazy in hokkien i think!]

On a side note, I really love morning prayer meetings! And i hate myself for being so ill disciplined! NOT SLEEPING YET LEH :(

okay BUAI BUAI!

2010-08-14T23:41:00.000-07:00

I want to be surrounded by all these pretty things!!!!

Must make a living out of my love (:

2010-08-13T11:58:00.000-07:00

I find myself to be very way off sometimes.

Heres why.

It probably originated from a very common word people use on me - "innocent". Yes, i would say to a certain degree, but well here are the list of experiences i would like to go through so I could get a taste of the other side of my happy land.

1. Get drunk

2. Go through a heartbreak

3. Get lost in a foreign land

4. Go to a club and STAY till 3am and not leave at 12. defeats the purpose.

5. Get cheated by someone real bad.(prolly i did but they got away lucky without me even knowing!?)

6. ****** dip? heh!

I know i am so weird, but i just want to experience it. When i hear about people's experience it just intrigues me. gah, but okay i am quite serious about 2. and 4. though.

I have been saying this line alot which i really do believe in "You never know what you got till you lose it." Sometimes humans aer just so complex, like me for instance. You just got to touch the pot of boiling water to know that its hot.

AYE. ME WEIRD! :/

Anyway, please dont take me seriously here, those are just my random thoughts about life and myself. I will just walk in the narrow path for now, be a good girl and if something bad falls on my way, then i just gotta suck it in and deal with it. (:

Alright, good night, time to sleep. 3 am liaosZ! ciao!

2010-08-04T21:19:00.000-07:00

Hoot hoot! It's very surprising that people do still read this little space here. I know i ought to be blogging in the other space, but like i said, its very comfortable here (: Won't you agree?

Anyway, i have been sleeping at really ungodly hours, like 4am, 5 am, which is insidious because I am asking for terrible eye bags. Now that's not a bag tt any girl would ever covet for. ha!

Just a little update, for the sake of my poly pals, I am doing a part time Multimedia Course in Nafa (: I am so glad i enrolled into this, its the best the best the best and my teacher is really patient and nice. I likeee him!! (: Too bad he is married :/ but i must say married men are quite charming, well not all, but those who love their kids and wife!

On a more personal platform, I am really thankful to God for being so faithful and evident in my life. Many times when I feel like throwing in the towel, He steps in for me in many ways. <3

& i am still quite in awe abt the time when i desperately wanted to borrow library books and lena so happened to be ard the area to lend me her card so i could borrow the books. I felt bad cos i prayed and challenged God to send me someone, and was behaving all like a spoilt kid who wanted her lollipop badly.

And also for friends, sometimes, i feel that great things will make u feel great, but its really the little things tt makes u feel more than great. ((:

To eliz & becky, heres a toast to our embarkment in our little venture (:

Those who hope in the Lord will not be disappointed (:

Oh and omg, my current song replay.. *exposed*

Now i pray that i will be able to shit. Have not done that ever since i ATE the delectable juicy beef burger i made at josh's place.

Alright, thats all for now

Goodbye for now brown cows! (:

2010-06-18T09:51:00.001-07:00

Helllo fellow humans! Shalom!

Well like i said, I've not moved officially, but yeah i find this blog a little more private because I've not revealed its existence to some others.(nvm who they are.) I just feel more comfortable here in this nostalgic space ((: The familiarity of the whole set up of blogger, the headers, the tabs and yada and yes TAG BOARD!

There's a saying that goes, you are who you mix with/ birds of the same feather flock together.
In my life, I've noticed myself to be quite a social butterfly. Fluttering here and there, flower to flower, nectar to nectar, never settling for one.

Ever since my secondary school years, I've never really found a social group that I totally can be free to be me and feed off. Many of you know that cell group is really one of the social groups i hang alot with, but my mentally is to give and not exactly expect much in return. So when the going gets tough (esp with all the things tt we gotta do), ariel gets tired. To me cell group is a place where i feel that the people are open to love God and to learn how to love Him more. This is very endearing to me, and I like to see people being happy in the Lord and living their lives not for themselves but for Him. And that is probably why i like cell group (:

But i just find that, well aside from personal one-one close friends, i do not exactly have a group of friends that i can be totally free and happy and just be loved for being me. Probably the one group that i can think of is my secondary school friends. However, sad it is,because I;ve been neglecting them to the max :( :( Sighs, miss the good old days. good old fun. Though we tease one another, there's no judgement, but pure fun and love. (:

gahh.

I am glad they still love me regardless! :) Despite all my pangseh-ness and abrupt disappearance at times! It will be weird if they ever see this post! Anyhoos, this I cant believe that I am actually sharing this on bloggerrr!! *crosses fingers* I choose to trust the hearts of my readers, in this space in particular. hee hee.

Well, going on to the next random thought in my head- Love.

Now ariel aint gonna talk abt no romance love here, but when loving gets becomes tough. Have you ever felt that your morals tell you to love regardless but your heart just cant seem to agree with that? I am sure you have. (if you dont just agree with me la!) I am at a season of my life where i want to get my very basics strong and right with God, and thus as I was reading the bible He gave me this verse. Which pops up in my head every now and then.

I timothy 1:5
The goal of this command is love, which comes from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith.

What exactly is true blue love?

Sometimes we love because we are selfish, we want it for ourselves thats why we love it, we want it bad. Sometimes we love a person because of the status that he/she has to his/her name, sometimes we love because we know that we will benefit us. There are many reasons why we love, and sometimes our love is what we call a tainted love- Loving with strings attached.

But pure unconditional love is birthed from a pure heart, good conscience and sincere faith.
It's a love that God has and He wants to give that love to us. And for us who have it, He wants us to develop it.

It gets a little deeper if you think about these 3 elements separately- Pure heart, Good conscience, Sincere Faith.

Go figure! (:

Oh man i dont know why i am so contemplative/deep in thought today. Must be the gloomy skies! :/

Ciao my fellow readers!! Sorry for the daunting chunk of words and ramblings.!

<3

2010-03-08T09:05:00.001-08:00

oh greetings my friends!

not that i have moved officially, but i am adopting a more active blogstyle at thisgetsmehigh.tumblr.com

Its a lazy way of blogging. But oh whatever macaroni.

:D

2010-01-05T08:53:00.001-08:00

Its a brand new year and this blog here needs to have some fresh pictures! So expect this to post to be a pictorial post! Well randomization once again, I was just looking through some pictures on my phone and hand picked some really interesting ones that i feel, ought to be shared..

*Drum roll please!

PICTURE NO.1

Ariel the CLOWN

Yes one the the very significant events that transpired in the late 2009 was non other than Halloween! I came clad in a totally OFF clown-y costume that won me $40 capital land vouchers for a best dress competition! hurrah!:D

Heres a picture! Do not get freaked out! cos some girl in church did, and she teared! oh me sucha notty clown!:/ It is really I, ME, ARIEL. i know its too ugly to look like me, but i am glad no one could recognize me orelse, it really does say that i am tt ugly. anyway thankfully, no one knew... until they were told. I am a master of disguise! muahahhahahahah!

PICTURE NO.2

MY VERY HAPPY RAINBOW MOUSE!

Please forgive me, i know this is very passe/last season/so yesterday, but i cant help it but look at this beautiful man-made high tech gizmo and smileee. I mean who in the world could come up with something so beautiful and happy? I mean really! Pat, you rock la! anyway, you see that magnum thumbdrive at the side? yeah its not mine, and my mouse beats it hands down! Cuteness and happiness score 100000000%. I love constance for picking out this gift that i have always wanted :) muah muah!

PICTURE NO.3 (part A & B)

LOONEY CRAZY ACTS @ ORCHARD RD

Call me queer but I enjoy doing such crazy stuff with friends. Okay this picture you see here is actually SHAWNE. If u have me in facebook, the caption of this picture reads "

Thanks shawne for posing! U are such a sport despite the gawky stares and public mockery!" I really had fun tt day, and I thank God for such friends because they make me happy (: (: haha!

This is taihong, i dont know la he. This was totally random, and it did crack me up!! Seriously. Once again, i thank God for such crazy friends to spice up my life!:D I have more experiences, but not captured on camera, so sorry ah, bo pian another time ah! :D SEE SEE FUNNY ANOT YOU TELL MEEEEEEE!!! LOL!

PICTURE NO.4

ME AND FROZEN YOGURT TWICE THE SIZE OF THE CUP

Please before i start elaborating on this generous helping of frozen yogurt u see below, let me first introduce you the BRAND. This yogurt called YIGLOO yogurt. Whats so amazing abt this store( located at vivo city basement) is that you just choose your cup size (please guys pun unintended) then you go to this row of yogurt dispenser to dispense your own yogurt and put on as much toppings as you want, as long as it doesnt spill. So Ariel being Ariel..aka "KEK SIM" I twirled the yogurt to the corners of the cup, then i inserted all the fruits like blueberry, strawberries, kiwis all in the inner core which was empty. And TADA, there you have it a very nice and WORTH IT yogurt to savour! See thats a picture of me and my proud creation. I got alot of stares for coming up with sucha awesome creation :D

PICTURE NO. 5

NICOLE MY SWEET NIECE (ya lar I Aunty alr la)

Hi everyone, please meet Nicole. Nicole please meet bloghoppers. (: Dont you think she is sucha sweetheart? Okay, one amazing thing about her is that she thinks that i am really REALLY Ariel the Little Mermaid. She calls me Princess Ariel, Holds the door for me, carry my stuff while i shop, wait for me outside the changing room while i try on clothes, offers me a towel after i wash my hands etc. Gosh, really, i am truely amazed. Oh well, so should you want to be treated like a princess, call yourself ARIEL. hahahahahaha

Alright, 5 pictures in the row is more than enough for now! Anyway, to all, i QUIT my job. So happy Lorh! It is like i ORD-ed. hahahahhaha! (:

Toodle doos! Once again HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2010 Hurrah! (:

2009-12-25T06:31:00.001-08:00

hi everyone!

Ariel is feeling emo right now. For what reason, I do not know. muahahaha! Stoopid hormones it must be! :( neah neah.

Well, so christmas dint feel like christmas to me. I dint manage to get the whole mood/cheery feeling where you just sit and have fun with friends. I dont know why my mind is constantly thinking and worrying abt my next step and all. I wish i could pacify myself with temporal therapy like shopping, but it aint working cos i have not much kachings.

Sighs, still got a few more cards to do for my happy people and then i m done with my christmas gifts. For those who dint receive any, please dont hate me but i would really love to give you just that really no money la. :(

At the end of the day, Christmas starts from the heart. once again, i let busyness get the better of me till i fail to celebrate and appreciate this special day.

I m sorry God. I love you. Help me love you more. :/

and ..Happy Birthday Jesus. :)

lastly, MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!
He is the reason for the season! :)

2009-12-22T10:15:00.001-08:00

Ariel, please blogging at this very unearthly hour is just gonna cause your eyes to be more panda-like. oh like i care at this very moment. (sry for being so schnitzel here)

Its 2am and all is quiet, i start to think and reflect once again...

I realised that i am somehow moved when people give me gifts. These past few days i have been receiving gifts from all over. And i must say, for the first year ever, i have never been so happy with my gifts before. Never BEEN SO HAPPY. really.

Just recently, some of my cel group members gathered together to get me a pair of adidas sports shoes, which was so totally unexpected at such a timely moment. Hey, I have been running with a pair of worn and torn shoes, which has been haphazardly repaired with a red chicken rice rubber band that hold the soles together. yeah, how pathetic. I was seriously touched to the core of my heart! awww! seriously, using words to describe will do great injustice to my real feelings right now. haha. Of course and also the awfully sweet cute rainbow mouse that i received from my colleagues. Ahh, cant take it, just too happy with the gifts.

I have always thought that gifts will never pacify me, or make me feel loved cos they are perishable. I know that quality time and words were the love languages that i spoke and choose to receive, however, not so now... :( I think my love language have shifted somehow to more of gift giving which is totally very strange. Is this a symptom of materialism? gosh :/ what has society done to me!

Sometimes i am just so afraid that i will fall prey to materialism. I know how many people tell me that the moment you go out there and work, you will start to become very materialistic. And i really do shudder at that statement. I dont wanna be like that! I want to continue shopping at bugis street and china town! i dont want to have a list of GOODS that i have to buy after i get my pay. i want to be happy, simple. I mean, as of late, i do not have a shopping list on what to splurge, save or spend on. So thats a good sign. :)

Anyway, the year end is coming, so is christmas and i dont feel a least bit christmas-y at all, seriously. Strange, but true. I must learn to take things slow. I think this year God has been teaching me to take things slow. To know that it is okay to rest and enjoy life and the friendships i have. It is difficult, but i am getting there, i know (:

I have been too impatient for too long,

time to take a breather and live , love , laugh ((:

well, this post isnt too emo eh! Thats good!

So proud of my happy self ((:

2009-11-23T07:21:00.000-08:00

There must have been a reason for me to start blogging again.

I would owe it very much to MUAH CHEE.

I was walking home today, and i saw bright lights and alot of hustle and bustle a distance away. As i walked towards the light, i started to see stripey red tents, BOOM. It was a pasa malam.

Then the monster in me took over and i bought MUAH CHEE. The moment that MUAH CHEE went into my mouth, memories started to flood in. I remembered how i used to make muah chee (and lots of it) when i was in primary 6. and how we made it to sell for our school fund raising. Sadly, it wasnt a big hit at all. sighs.But it was really fun. I wonder what we did to all of it in the end..hehheh. I dont know, but as a 12 year old, as confident i may look i know i had loads of insecutities, and constantly seeking to fill it was ... really tiring.

Muah cheemade me reflect or i would say, look back on how far i have come since those days. Like how i have changed to survive for the world out there. How i started to KNOW things, and to accept the fact that fairytales don't reside in this land of ours. How the people i met over the years, changed and mold me to be a better person. How i placed my securities in God and overcame them in the end. It was indeed a significant period of time, but because of my short lived memory, i unconsciously tugged those memories aside.

Now it is time to unravel those memories.

I am just amazed by how far i have come. And how much i have changed. It is like running a marathon, and you keep telling yourself to focus on the now, to keep gg on now, to not give up now, only to have reach the finishing line and to realise that you completed 8 clicks. I m not saying that life stops here for me, but its is just amazing on how when you look back and you realise the change in you, you find it hard to believe/perceive.

In the end, in life, change is a constant.
The determinant of a positive/negative outcome, is in the end, ourselves.

ayier so emo.
Tell you a joke la.

What did the snail say when it slid down the turtle's back?

Ans: WEEE!

ok bye. nights. (:

2009-09-13T23:41:00.001-07:00

A beach getaway is much needed right now. No sentosa please. :/

2009-08-24T08:54:00.000-07:00

Hello there,again. (:

Its yet another monday and tuesday is just afew mins away, again. Time ticks by so quickly, it ticks you off somehow.

So.... hows life? or the most frequent question that many out there are fond of asking: How's life after SOT. (believe it or not, my dad was one of them who asked. weirrrrd. dont ask why, it just is)

What can i say, but life has quieten down quite a bit and i find myself to feel very alien to this sloooowwww pace of life. In all truth and honesty, i do enjoy the quiteness, but the lack of activity has caused me to think alot about myself. such thoughts that cloud my mind are normally thoughts like " am i productive in my life?", "am i making the most out of everyday?","am i ready for greater challenges in life?". Probably such thoughts are good but i tend to go overboard. Before i know it, I'll start to pass judgement on myself and i condemn myself for not being good enough and for not pushing myself more. Its terrible, because it kills my self esteem. Having no self esteem robs me of my joy. No joy equates to no life which is synonymous to being DEAD.

Guess it is in times like these that i have to put the word of God into action. hmmm...now that reminds me of what a church usher leader shared yesterday.

Its not about who you are, but who God is.
It's not about your abilities/talents but His power and greatness.
ultimately.."the battle is not yours, but Mine"~God

So ariel, do you trust God or yourself? (yes i talk to myself okay, be mused not)

My spirit picks the former, but soul picks the latter. :/
Good grief. :/

ahhhh, okay i sound very emo, but i am not, just in deep contemplation. Evalutating my thoughts as i blog em out.

ANYWAY, God is still good regardless what. (: Tml is gonna be a goood goood day!
Oh yeah, i am very pleased with myself for being packing my "trunk" of thingies!
lookie lookie...
so NEAT it just brings delight!

okay while i am at it, heres me blackmailing my brother. Now we see who is manhandling who...

and he's having a good time......while doing so.

Like what bugs bunny always like to say at the end of every cartoon..
"THATS ALL FOLKS!"

2009-08-19T22:10:00.000-07:00

Alot of hiiis and lowws to youu stranger. Just cut that thought right now, i know what i was supposed to write about, but seriously i have no mood to do so right now.

Haha, anyway, uyes just to share with you all lovers out there my current youtube replay. Bleah.

Location: Dad's OFFICE.

TIme:1:13pm

Hope life is strawberrries, peaches and cream for all you lovlies out there.

And for those who are having a tough time, know that life is not all the time.. .nice.

BUT, no suffering(though seems like eternity)lasts forever.

There is always something to smile about each day, if only we choose not to be ignorant that is. ((:

Alrighties, my honey bunnies i shant i shant muck around no more. Gotta get back to WORKING. (:

See ya around! and just like what U2 believes with its music---.its a beautiful day!

2009-07-27T02:35:00.000-07:00

*Shalom!*

Ahh, just reached home (sweet home) not too long ago. The mission trip to indonesia-Tanjong Balai, was a eye opener in terms of culture, FOOOD (YUM!) and the christians there. I went there preparing for the worst sleeping and living conditions, only to be taken by surprise that it really wasm't that bad. Well except for the occasional "black outs" that transpired WHILE i was bathing. Oh freaky.

Actually i wanna blog not about my trip but to just rant about the after effects of eating excessively. The part on my thoughts regarding whole trip will be penned down nicely with pictures to compliment.(which will take a while for me to get em)

Okays, so the food there was fabuloso! and thus, i let myself indulge in there local delights! Now i am regretting it, cos i can feel new fats overlaying the old fats that i grew to accept over the years. OH NOOO... ok gosh i think i m paranoid and am quite disgusted by my fats paranoia!!! :s

Aside from fats, i've taken a back a fresh perspective to life and...i think i am a very emotional person. ERK.

Okay goodbye, still yet to complete my dots assignment ....someone save me pleasee~

2009-07-12T06:37:00.000-07:00

Here is ariel making a COMEBACK!

Yes, I have not been blogging for the longest time ever, so since its a beautiful sunday night and i m feeling alive and kicking after a 3 hr cat nap, I will take some time to BLOG!

I LOVE MY MOMMMY. I dont know why, but its a sudden surge of LOVE i suddenly have. Kinda miss those times when i would just hug her to sleep. :/

That aside, God has been really good and faithful. Giving me strength when i need, love when i cant love, and very evidently TRANSPORTATION from points A to B to E to F and all the way to Z.I am so glad to know friends who own cars.. seriously. oh oh,and a brother that DRIVES!(yes drives me crazy as well, oh and up the wall.. into the pits of ...(fill in the blank)) LOL.Basically, I am so thankful for His grace over my life..oh man makes me wanna tear. :( So so good to me.

Oh yes, did i mention previously? I started my visual com course, and so far its been pretty promising. Made some really cool friends, from all walks of life!! All of them are so talented, i cant help but feel like a midget in a land of giants. haha. Oh and FYI, I am no where close to completing my "DOTS" assignment . . ........ ... dang.

I miss my becky :(
But then again my heart jumpy jump jump when I talk to you through gmail. Sorry if i was totally lifeless that night, indeed the heart is willing but the flesh is "weeek" :(
You are the bestest! And heres what i found in my ZERO-space-left nano...
Venue: Swissotel
Event: Prom night (GIRLS ONLY)
Year: 2006

Cheers to our 9 yrs of friendship and counting.... :D

You make me HAPPY (:
Love you sweetpea! (:

2009-06-19T01:47:00.000-07:00

Just another blog post for the bored witless and fervent blog hoppers.

I know I ought to be posting some pictures to keep this post interesting, but i have none!

Right now, I am stoked and totally psyched up for my visual com course which will commence in just a few days time! However, with ever piling assignments from bible school and promised (over due) suppers and dinners with peeps, I'm feeling rather apprehensive if i can swim with my head above water. God help me! okay okay.. I'll get by, nothing to get all fidgety about. come what may baby..

Just two days ago, hanged with secondary school clique and finally manage to meet "rare guests"- Hejing and Michelle chia! if i had pictures of our outing i would so load them up, but i have none at the moment! haaa *hint hint

I must say that Hejing is so pretty now, really. And babe, if you are reading this, YOU ARE really pretty. So feminine now.. haha!

As usual, michelle chia is still gorgeous..hahaha

It was really fun, and great bonding session! next...slumber partyyy!

speaking of which, becky is leaving sooon! I can't imagine my life without her! She's the only one that gets me the most, and always giving me a fresh perspective to things. I love talking to her, and she's the only one that i can be so comfortable with. Its a pity that she has to go :( becky we must skype okay... haiii. the reality of it, is starting to hit the heart. :(

haiss..anyway gottta jet!

2009-06-03T02:12:00.000-07:00

Thanks for the tags guys, i dint know PEOPLE actually still bother to read this space here. :/ great encouragement!

Alrighty, just so to add in some spice and everything nice in this space, here are some pictures! I dint know what kinda pictures to upload so, guess i'll do an update on my dogggy!

These were taken a few days back..and so it was when I was playing with roxie's limbs, that i discovered her unique physical ability! TADA.... look look lookie below! So flexible! :D gee, i can't even have my legs crossed around my neck!

That's me and roxie alright. See, NO manhandling the poor animal whatsoever in here. I'm a peaceful... homosapien. :) "shalom"

Okay having a good laugh with what roxie could do..just toooo amused at that point of time.
i can imagine Roxie's thought bubble going something like this : "gee, will she just stop making me look like a dolt....goshhhh... bo pian, she's my owner what to do..."

Yup, thats about it! Roxie is a big big girl now. Soon, she'll be ready to date, but i'll make sure there aint any mates! :D

and life for me thus far? Going goooood! Met up with the cursed gang and other LRM-errrs today... like FINALLLY! Sorry to be so loserish to leave at 12am! But st james realy quite fun except for the ah peks lingering ard. sooo errrkss.... vor vor voormit. HAHA.

HAPPY B'DAY LINUS in advance!

and as for the ARMY BOYS (Warren-gosh i love you!, Desmond-all time brudder)

Purple light,
in the valley
there is where
I dont want to be

Infantry,
so no freedom
it is definitely not my cup of tea. (and coffee)

"May you guys come out stronger, tougher, fitter, better! Please do not be swayed by bad influence!!!!!!!!!!"

2009-05-24T08:33:00.000-07:00

Hellllooo! :)

Sometimes i really do wonder who really reads my blog..seriously.

What can i say but the past few weeks have been really been heart changing for me. I've learnt and experienced so much, about myself, the world and God. I've experienced God in such a intense and deep manner, and the feeling is just uncomprehendable. It feels really nice to feel His love blanket your entire being, and you can't help but cry. It's like no other love can go so deep, and be so strong, but God's love. So strong that it heals every hurt, every disappointment every wound. :) To hear his voice of love and comfort in a soft whisper, in a song, in my heart, just makes me want to pick up the cross and just follow him.

I have no regrets about going to bible school. Even there are many out there who mock at my decision, but if through that process i can experience God in a powerful way and to have an encounter with Him, then its worth it.

God is so real. When the whole world fades, and it;s just you and Him, you feel like a free man. you feel happy :) All your worries and hurts dissipates instantly, cos you know His love is great and is enough to see you through the valleys and storms.

God is experiential. God is love. (:

if i can reach out to you
touch my hand
reach out as far as i can
only me, only you and the band..
(who says God can't speak to us through secular music!)

2009-05-05T04:16:00.001-07:00

You may attribute my current mood to post menstrual syndrome or just plain emoficiation eating its way into my head, cos I'm suddenly feeling very lost in this huge planet called earth. It;s just a sudden realisation or thought of your (not very proud of) standing in life that scares the wits outta ya. And scares you even more, when you know you barely (or not at all)have plans for the future. I can remember how i used to be very optimistic about those big dreams i could achieve the moment the graduation cap sits on my head. A creative arts business to call my own, a design artsy fartsy job to take on, my very own talk show...and the list goes on. Then when i look at where I am and what I am doing, seems like my life is on standstill. Dont get me wrong, I am not regretting my decision for enrolling into bible school, but more of the job that I am in now. Wish i could do something that taps more into my potential, or maybe i am just being cruel by condemning myself for not putting my best foot forward in my job. Or it could be that now ,since less is required of me, I feel weird cos gradcom took alot of me. Yeah that could be so. :/

After all those rabblings, i have come to a conclusion. Every great thing started off small. A mustard tree, started off with the smallest seed(: whatever happens... GOD IS GOOD (: And that should be the reason to rejoice! :D

All i wanna hear ,ultimately is :"Well done good and faithful servant;you were good and faithful over a few things, I will make you ruler over many things.."

((:

2009-04-30T09:03:00.000-07:00

Hello ha! Good day!

Here is a waft of fresh air for all ya frequent visitors! Yes a new post indeed (:

Ever since Mel's birthday, I am so out of touch with so many of you(poly friends), and it feels weirrrd. Gosh, am i that busy to even make time for you guys? :/ Am i sucha bad person... :/
Haizzxxs

Anyway, my life has been rather mundane in a sense that it revolves around, church (huge bulk), family and work. Kinda sad huh. I am quite a no lifer if you think about it really. bleah. Then i have like bible reading to do, in which i am way way way behind schedule. And i have got this thick book to read for bible school and am only at the 3rd chapt! deadlines are nearing, and I really dont know how am i gonna do it. Neah!

Ahh, i'll get by. I mean, if cruise can be completed in like one day, what is this righhttt!

Yesh, i ve gotta share something really cool. Yesterday we moved in the gifts of the Holy spirit, and its amazing that i managed to prophecy something that is 90% accurate to a strangerr! SO COOL OKAY. Cos i was so excited about it, i went home and I prayed to God and in my head i picked someone that i dint know very well about. So i was like praying and praying, then i could just sense that she was gg through this particular thing. So the next day i went to ask her abt it, she said its true! Coool!!! Its super super cool! :D

Sian, can be phyche alr! LOL!

kay kay, but i must say i have NO REGRETS gg to bible school.
Oh yeah, did i tell ya i was 15 mins late once! no more clean record :( very very sian.

Alrightys, thats about it, i really hope everyone is sunshine and peaches! :D

GOODNIGHT! (:

2009-04-14T08:05:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELIJAHHH! :D

This was like dino years, when Elijah and I were in the same cell group! This guy is super whacky and i just get the adrenaline rush when i tease him! HAHA! I LIKE!

These pictures goes all the way back to 2006, N302 Appreciation Day. :D
So presenting to your lovely host, Ariel and co-host ELIJAH TAN YI RONG! :D
Elijah is soooooo GOOFY, i like it tops!!! :D

Sorry for ruining your reptuation! (erm do you even have one? hahahahah!)

Double O 7 ! ( 007 la, james bond!)

wah i like this pic, elijah looks so GOOFY. "uhhh buhhh duhh..."

Presenting THE BEST EVANGELIST... FELICIA! (ahem reminder to fel: thou shall not murder)

Yay, and thats all! Photographer: AARON CHIA WEI YANG! (bad photographer! i look so queer in most pictures! :P)

THAT ASIDE: this is so creepy! The bible is like a book packed with da Vinci codes!! And it seems that today, i just uncovered one! well not really uncovered, more like discovered something really amusing!

John 3:16
For God so loved the world that he gave His only begotten Son. That whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have everlasting life.

1 John 3:16
By this we know, because He laid down His life for us, and we ought to lay down our lives for the brethren.

Do you see the similarities in the verses! So creepy right! I mean, it is so coincidental.. somehow. COOL. XD

Anyway, I LOVE JESUS! AND I WANT TO LOVE HIM MORE EVERYDAY!:D

GODNIGHT!
It's aerobics timeee!!!

2009-04-12T07:47:00.000-07:00

Hi EVERYONE!

It's Easter Day, and i just want introduce you to our new family member, ROXY/ LAXIE (have not decided which name, may choose both in the end..)

It's a little rottweiler cross. i sound super bimbotic in the vid (forgive pls), the main focus is the DOG!!! ((:

you can see the dog movinggg!~!!!!@!@#@!!

anyway.
I M PENNILESS~

I LOVE YOU BECKY (:

2009-04-10T12:55:00.001-07:00

GOSH IT IS 4AM! AND I JUST REMEMBERED THAT IVE GOT TO WORK TML!

GOOD GRIEVE!!!

anyway..

2009-04-06T08:37:00.000-07:00

On to the cross, ahead He went
Blameless and pure. a sacrificial lamb

Bearing all sins and wickedness of men
He took it all with nail pierced hands

What great love, no one can comprehend
Just so that He could be your comfort and friend.

Easter is all about God's great love!!! (:

The Old Rugged Cross - George Jones - The Old Rugged Cross

My grandma used to sing this song... :(

2009-04-04T07:06:00.000-07:00

I know this is very ho-hum,and pointless.. but just bear with me. HAHA.

I bought a new alarm clock today! Apparently, the one my bro bought for me has failed me many many times, thus leading to a charred pocket. Prolly i was too aggressive with it, that it chose to be quiet. Now, the clock just goes tick tock tick tock, how sad.

And due to that, i had to buy a new one! its the pink strawberry shortcake one on the left! gee, i paid a hefty $10 okay. Not cheap for a alarm clock, really. In any case, it is a wise investment for me, as it translates to SAVE THE MOOLAHS! DONT TAKE CAB!I wanted the snoopy one that came in red, but NO STOCK! :( Snoopy and woodstock = my childhood nostalgia.

As many of you know, i normally sleep late, and when I am tired, everything goes! i fall asleep anywhere and everywhere, be it when I am standing, sitting,talking, eating or walking, i CAN JUST FALL ASLEEP. You can very well say that.. I have ULTRA WEAK eye muscles! That's besides the point acctually. The point is that, I AM A HEAVY SLEEPER! Hopefully the defeaning rings of the pink alarm clock is able to shake me up from my deep slumber.

Its weird that i am blogging abt ALARM CLOCKS. Amusing, is it not?

I wish i had pictures of cell group yesterday, so that it makes this entry alot more captivating. but oh hecks, i can find my cammy. CELL GROUP MEETING WAS AWESOME WOOT! Esp with the COME BACK of elijah tan yi rong! YAY! (i doubt he reads this,oh wells!)

2009-03-30T10:07:00.000-07:00

Hello friends!

Okay, so today was my very first day of bible school, and i am experiencing a myriad of feelings all at one go. I cant believe i actually got myself in this, and i am doubting myself if i can pull through it. Yet at the same time, i am excited cos i know God is gonna set things right in my life once again (: right now, i am feeling so sleepy and sick...bleah, but i told myself i must blog abt my first day!

In the morning pastor phil preached and i am just gonna state two points he mentioned that impacted me most.

1. Meditating on the word of God brings forth life! Cos the word is light and light is life giving (: Now i know why i get tired easily! I gonna (yes of course sleep more) but also MEDITATE!(:

2.To take sides with God against one's carnal nature. (:
In a word you position yourself to be corrected. (:

I can't believe that I am in SOT. Okay, tml there's morning prayer, and it's my last chance to swim in the afternoon. I hope the sun is full of smiles, and the dark clouds don't cover.

I miss my poly friends!!! :/ I was peeved that the darn lightning had to spoil the router. Thats why you dint catch me yesterday! Its repaired now, so yayyyyyy! (: Alrighty, i must rest in PEACE.

Nights world!

2009-03-26T12:07:00.000-07:00

gosh, the Graduation Night was a SUPER BLAST. People came in extravagant costumes while some were EXTREMELY "TAK", like just T shirt and jeans? I cannot express into words how great an event it was. Truth to say i did not have to chance to settle down and enjoy myself. I was constantly thinking about what to do next and all. Hai, but I am sure glad that many had fun and a great time!! I love the gradcom alot, and I think we all deserve an A for festivals and events management. HAHA.

I think I said everything on that day itself so i wont say much here.
Except, I REALLY LOVE YOU GUYS. I LOVE LRM! ((:
We're the best! Better than HTM..tsk tsk!(: I am so glad i came to this course!!((:
Dont worry we'll see each other again, on TP graduation day! (:

Thanks becky for coming down to help with the filming!!(:

YAY I DID MANAGE TO UPLOAD A VID!!(:

2009-03-23T08:32:00.000-07:00

Hey hey!I am here to tell you about my day!

Basically, my day started out on a bad note, cos i was too tired to drag myself out of bed, and I am sure you can predict what I am going to say next... i overslept!! I was supposed to meet berns, Lena and Ruhan in school to do one last filming on Mr Lim, but as usual, I OVERSLEPT. I know, i am trying to eradicate this habit that sticks on like a leach..its just tough when you are inclined to be MORE nocturnal than most people. So darn. haha..but anyway, I stayed up to do the video till the wee hrs of the morning, so if berns koubeh.... he'd better watch MY FIST.Anyway he very understanding la...haha :D

God was on my side, as usual, cos when i reached school, Mr Lim was not even in his office. Saving grace? perhaps..

Afterwhich we headed down to Singapore Arts Museum! Yippee! We did the run through, and boy i just cant cant wait for wednesday to come la. The videos turned out to be a blast, and everthing is just going gooood. (: Thank you Jesus! Its gonna be soo exciting....." and we all waited with abated breaths..."

Glenn and Shawn came to practice, and I must say Shawne's voice is pretty good. It was funny cos, when he was practicing in the glass house, tourists (i think) started to stream in to watch his performance.haha..that tickled me somehow.

All I can say is that those who were involved in the makings of the video, you are in for some ELECTRIC SHOCK. haha..erm, yay?!!((: You'll be rememebered for life!haha(:

So thats the end. Remember, 25 March 2009 will (potentially) be the last time that we will ALL eat, play, laugh, cry together as a cohort. Treasure one another my friends!(:

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! (:

2009-03-16T11:21:00.000-07:00

I have not been updating much as of late, well blame FACEBOOK!It made took me off blogger!!anyway.. It has become a habit of mine to check facebook religiously, just like how some would read the news papers daily. Thanks Facebook, you got me hooked.

Just to keep this place alive and kicking, hereeees an update!!!

Yes gradcom people, you and I know what has been keeping all of us occupied... GRADCOM! DOH. So I have been going around school and today, SENTOSA, to film the various places to be kept as archives in our computer/Facebook for that matter, as our memory starts to fail with time. oh tell me abt dementia babe.

I thank God for such great people like Lena for helping me despite her busy schedules and ruhan for being such a attentive and helpful "crew" member. Awww. I must say, the videos are really gonna be good, and i just cant wait to piece them all together! it'll be so FUN-NY!(: It was really sad that today had to be a wet wet wet affair. But of course, we did not let the weather dampen our moods, we still acted totally whacked in our videos. YAYs to that. Kinda ((: that Asmond, Huiling, Linus, Manu, Shawne and the couple!(charlene and kenneth!) came down, practically toput their faces out for a mud rub.(figure of speech) Making a fool of themselves, for perhaps LIFE? Thank you guys!!!((: We had fun, without the sun. Yeeaaahhh... Though the reponse was hmmm (fill in the blanks), I am sure those who were in the video will be remembered. (: More filming tml!!!

I cannot believe that time has whizzed me by in a snap, and ohmyohmy...the gradnight is just drawing closer and closer. weee! Gee, Ive yet to find gloves to fit my dress nice. And in a way have yet to finalise my outfit just the way i want it. Gotta crack my head!

That nonsense aside..

I kinda realised that I am quite a loner. I think my need for alone time is really vast. Weird..? I am ANTI-SOCIAL. haha. I like to walk alone, run alone, travel around alone (sometimes) at most times. It is just queer to me, and i really kinda liked it. And i have this disorder..its like when i walk home and my brother walks beside me, i feel super uncomfortable and i would demand that he walks at least 10 steps behind me. There was this instance when i went jogging with TH, and i just felt so out of place. Super not used to it. ha. :/

Speaking of jogging, I have not been jogging much at all. Erm, correction. I have not been jogging AT ALL. okay, on my way to fatdom. haha...

So anyway, had a great talk with bel and chai huat about usher stuff, and yes came to realised that we all must have a PURPOSE. No purpose = perish. A purpose keeps you going for your vision as it adds meaning to it. Just like how companies should have a misson to support the vision. Brings you back to square one, whenever you feel like giving up.((:

On a lighter note... here are some snippets of my today!!!!!!

Taihong, ripped open a sealed toy package and heres the result...LOL

Warren...well well, getting ready for motherhood?hahaha! Oh and here is my gradnight dress! LOL

Kidding la!

Thats it, see you in my next visit to blogosphere!

2009-03-10T13:27:00.000-07:00

I heard God’s gentle voice in my mind saying:

“You are not here to get things done. You are here to love.”

well said.
((:

2009-03-06T12:23:00.002-08:00

I have seem to abandon this familiar virtual corner ever since the exams ended. No reason, just for once, i had to indulge completely, in the novelty of Facebook and adrenaline it gives me when i come across whacky comments and pictures. great way to crap and poke fun. yay!

However, the excessive participation has left my body clock topsy turvey, and a perfect example would be NOW.

It is 4:35am, mind you. I think I am crazy. & i need help. :/

Digress, I just feel that it is not officially goodbye/farewell, till the 25 Mar 2009. So emo posts will have to stall!

Oh yes, i have a golden piece of good news to share with you all.

The Graduation Book, is finally (phew), completed. I can never imagine it to be so...till we did the test print today. I can;t believe that the graduation book is completed, finish, the end! I really have to say, that it is really satisfying. (TO ME THAT IS) Well, it definitely could have been better but yet again it could never have been a reality. right now, i am experiencing urges to feel the book once again, the texture, the reality of it. The materialisation of many sleepless nights, long afternoons, numerous emails sent out to remind the lecturers to submit their msg, i wanna
give up moments, and looooooong periods of staring into the computer screen, has finally, materialised.

Thank you Lena, Mellissa, Warren, Ruhan for making this a reality. (:

& everyone else who helped in one way or the other(:

So now that the Gradbook is done, its time take on bigger things!

Now for the anti-climax, i goottttaaa jet!!!
See ya!

"I can do all things through Chirst who strengthens me"

2009-02-21T09:08:00.000-08:00

INHALE EXHALE INHALE EXHALE.

Calm.

My mind is swirling like whirlpools that suck you in and will never spit you out.

gees.gosh.great.goodness.me.

SO WHAT
I AM A ROCKSTAR.
IVE GOT MY ROCK MOVES
& I DONT WANT YOU TONIGHT.

I M ALRIGHT
IM JUST FINE.

BA DA DA DA DA DA.

GOODNIGHT!!!

2009-02-19T03:59:00.000-08:00

Before i start with my TO DOs, i shall do this quizzz..ripped it from lena's bloggy.

001. Real name → Ariel Hots
002. Nickname(s) → Bimbo, ari, mushroom, alan.
003. Status → Single and considering relationships. CONSIDER ONLY HOR.
004. Zodiac sign → Saggi! (:
005. Male or female →Female, woot
006. Elementary → Paya Lebar Methodist Girls (Primary)
007. Middle School → Paya Lebar Methodist Girls (Secondary)- i m a true blue PLite!
008. High School → Temasek Poly
010. Hair color → Mr. Sun likes it brown. So Brown(:
011. Long or short → MID length. (pls grow quick!)
012. Loud or Quiet → Loud! yet quiet. lol
013. Sweats or Jeans → Sweats!?!
014. Phone or Camera → Phone. At least i can get help when i need it!
015. Health freak → Well, kinda. I always break the rules tho.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → HUH, dont tell you leh.
018. Eat or Drink → Both! Stew? haha
019. Piercings → Ear lobes
020. Tattoos → Yeah, a stick man on my arm, but kinda washed it away.
021. Water or Fire → Fire! I like the dancing flames!
022. Love of your life or 4 Billion Dollars → Love of my life! cos its worth more than 4 billion!
023. First fear → Insects! both creeping and flying ones
024. First best friend → Delia Ng-P1 bestie lor!but she was smarter than me so we got separated :(
025. First award → Some primary school relay thingy..
026. First crush → HUH, erm Justin?
028. First big vacation → Malaysia lor. Malaysia kinda big la.
030. First big birthday → 6th birthday at my house. My mom got clowns, and i found them queer and stupid.

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → NIL
050. Drinking → NIL
052. I'm about to →call some peeps
053. Listening to → my maid and lil bro's chattering
054. Plans for today → JOG!
055. Waiting for → exams to be down and under

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Maybe...
059. Want to get married?→ I think so..
060. What careers do you have in mind?→ Creative director! and prolly kindergarden schl teacher.LOL

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → Lips to kiss, eyes to gaze! both la!
070. Shorter or taller? - TALLER, ello...
072. Romantic or spontaneous → both!
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → none. I prefer, chest.*winks
074. Sensitive or loud → sensitive and loud!
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.
077. Trouble maker or hesitant - Neither. thnks

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Perrrfect eye sight yo!
081. Ran away from home → Yup, many times, to jog.
082. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → Once..lol!
083. Killed something→ Yes, snails..and insects. Hate em!
084. Been heartbroken → maybe a lil...
085. Been arrested → Nah..im a good gal
087. Cried when someone died → DUH.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → sometimes. I believe in God tho.
090. Miracles → yea! seen many..how can not believe sial..
092. Heaven → yup!
093. Santa Claus → Yes, saw him around many times during christmas.
094. Sex on the first date → NO, please. After marriage yes.(: but kinda scary..tho.haha
095. Kiss on the first date → HEH. how to say leh?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → I'm used to being alone. :/
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → well, contented(: i try to(:
099. Do you believe in God → YES,please.
100. Will you post this as 100 truths and tag 10 people → Huh, so lame. no.

2009-02-17T09:27:00.000-08:00

Hello there cyber fanatics!(come'on arent we all one..)

How is studying for exams comin along?
Not too good, but can do!

I am currently in the midst of morphing into a muggertoad, esp with the help of friends. I sure need to study with friends to kick start the whole momentum of studying like a typical O level kid.
And i m glad that i did study gaming today. I feel so smart after studying la. Finally i am able to understand certain terms and concepts that were enigmas to me. Haha. YAYS!! But still, odds and permutations are just as mind boggling as it were from the very start. Bleah.

Digress!

I am quite satisfied that my jogging upped one level! I did not run for 5 days ( i think) and the moment i started joggin yesterday, i felt that i could go faster and could run longer distances. ((: *MEGAWATT SMILE!

I must not lose the momentum. Dont want to shrink back into this lazy couch potato... :/

Anyway there was prayer meeting yesterday at my house, and it was good la. Just wanna share what was being preached. (you may skip this if you are not a christian)

Title: Prayer Life
P: Presence
when you pray, the presence of God will manifest. And money cant buy such presence (:
Better is the one day in your courts,better is the one day in your house.

R:Revelations
When you pray, you communicate with God. You'll start to know him better and you'll have revelations about him. There will be a deeper relationship, between you and God.(:

A: Acceleration
The prayer of the righteous avails much.
Ask, seek and knock.
Prayer is a catalyst. God likes us to be persistent! But of course, all in his time(:

Y: Yield
When feeling sad, dry, and out of love, PRAY!
Gotta yield to God. Give everything to Him! And you'll feel much better and HAPPIER!(:

Ultimately, Prayer Really Awakens You.
Yes, i must pray when i m sleepy n tired!((:

Alrighty, time is ticking, and i shld be sleepin!
Nighty world and all it's inhabitants! (:

2009-02-13T10:27:00.000-08:00

Oh sadness please, i can't believe my last day of school just whizzed pass, and its the end of my school term.(well, aside from exams)
I can't believe that it is all over, over over. No more deadly dreadful projects, boring-and-i-cant-help-but-sleep lectures, let's-hang-out-@-bizpark *rebels squeals! & AFTER SCHOOL HANG OUTS! :( :(
*cries a river.
I hate it when reality hits, and you're not exactly ready for it. urgh.
I can still recall the day of orientation, when i met the 1k03 peeps. The first thing that hit me was that the guys were weird, like from outer space kinda weird. Shane and warren looked queer, sitting at one side looking around sheepishly. Joel's hands were all shaky when he introduced himself.(i guess he must have felt rather uneasy meeting the souls from venus for the first time, HAHA) Edmund was like some bo chap ah beng. It was kinda funny reminiscing those days. I must ADD, I was young, immature and naive, so blame me not for being so judgmental. haha.

Ultimately,time brought about camaraderie amongst us, which is so fuzzy, like wuzzy.
I still cant believe school ended just like that for me. :S and I kept dozing off ... :(
and i went home like straight after lessons. :(
HAI. oh wells.

There was cell group at my place, as usual. (: Apparently, i grew pretty distant towards them, cos I'm so preoccupied with school, school, and myself. (I m so selfish) & i guess, its time i caught up with them. ((:
Oh and i realised that today was the FIRST cell group i had in this yr! Preety late huh. It was awkward conducting the games,as it was unusually quiet. yek. But it turned out fine int he end! oh wellls!
I wanna get up and be strong again (:
YOU CAN DO IT ARIEL!

Okay, brain charred. Must sleep!
I will sleep till 2 pm tml, cos its alr 4am. (:
NIGHTS!

psst: I m so numb to V.day, alr. HA

2009-02-11T11:21:00.000-08:00

I was given a really weally pleasant surprise today. I feel, so soft inside la...

Its like, no one did this for me ever before, and I thought no one would care. but, i was so wrong..
Yes, so some of you may know that my dog died, like a very sudden death. Its very sad, and i wont dwell on that topic. I know to some of you it must be kinda trival, like ayia dog only.. But, Baby was just like a human in many ways. I took him for granted at times, and i feel quite sore abt that.
Like i just mentioned, i wont dwell on that topic.Move along ARIEL.

Today, went to meet warren and taihong at clarke quay to just hang by the river side as usual(but not so usual anymore huhh), and warren gave me a suprise. Which was really pleasant and touching, and seriously, i was at a loss for words. I dont like it when i am unable to express such feelings. Anyway, yes, warren prepared a nice hearty healthy meal for the 3 of us to eat by the riverside. It was this turkey ham cheese burger, which tasted like subway.-so fresh! He brought like apples as well as apple juice to go along with the meal.Moreover, he was SICK and had to lug the whole bag of food all the way to central. I'm so touched ok.It was such a nice gesture la, i mean, thanks warren really. Never had someone do something like this for me before. I think next time if my boyfriend gives me 2 figurines from value shop i'll be super happy.HAHA

Thanks guys for going all the way to cheer me up, seriously. I really enjoyed the company of food in the stomach and goodness of your hearts. ((:

Thanks TH for the ride home, though i wanted desperately to walk home. But yeah, you rock la!

((:
More hang outs by the river soon okay!(:
Nighty!((:

Psst:Sorry i cant make it to your party warren. :(

2009-02-08T17:18:00.001-08:00

I m SUCHA KLUTZ.

I am in school like one hr early, thinkin that lecture starts at 9 when it is supposed to be at 10am.
& i m takin this time to while my time away.
gosh, superman save me.

Off for lec!

2009-02-08T08:26:00.000-08:00

I have every right to be emo right now. But i WONT.I WONT. My last few posts have been depressing enough. Oh enough said.

BACK TO THE POINT!
It was out of the blue, that my fingers just went click click on the
older posts" and i ended up reading my blog archives. The stuff i blogged about like early last year was so, light hearted and positive +++!! i am determined to find that ((: girl again.

Anyway here is one of the posts that i found amusing. Kinda tickled my belly. YES I HAVE A JELLY BELLY, so stay clear before i bounce you out. thnks.

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Hey beach babes and hunks!I just cant resist but to post something on this oh so very nice blog.here goes!

I realised that ive got a sudden yen for Kinder Buenos these few days.Its nice chocolate coated waffle and inner hazelnut cream(it is hazelnut, right?) just makes me yearn for more. However, easier eaten then said, the amount of calories it has is outrageously sinful to a healthnut cum foodie(someone like mee.buahaha).Ah, cant help it if you are a foodie,right?Enough of Fats and the like. It can get preety depressing, you know. *spare a thought for me okay,you skinny peeps outthere, somewhere, wherever you are, whatever you do, i'll still be right here waiting for you.bleahs!

lets see, i cant seem to find anything else to write about. politics? NUH-UH.i know nuts abt it.( but i do know nuts.they are yum.)okay seems like my mind is blank like this .yups.
so that means BUH- BYE!
laterr crocs.woo!

So funny right? HAHA! Its like so totally random, out of the deep blue sea kinda thing. Man, hello Ariel from the past, still there?? or are you just suffocated with the darn FATTY fats. (i cant seem to give an adjective to fats cos, like HELLO, what word can you describe fats but fat.urgh)

Anyho, tml will be THE DAY for me. THE DAY= Naphfa Test. yesh, the only test i did well in sceondary school, aside from all the other books, nook and cranny of sec schl life. Hope it applies now, at this time and body state of mine. I dont know if i can pass with happy hues, but ireally do hope i do and you do too!(:

& ive got prayer meeting tml at 6 AM, dont know how the hooties pooties am i gonna catch a bus at such a early morning. Seriously,not jking. Or probably i should think about if I CANEVEN wake up on time, in the first place.

Ahhhh, okay, now i am starting to think about my misty future again. -.-'''
I WONT be EMO. I WONT.

Okay, must go bathe, its almost 1am,DANG.

yes Tai Hong you called, i heard it ring but i very lazy to pick up. haha! Anyway i want you to sleep early, and no pizzas okay.All the best for tml, dont lose to the girls okay,very "lao quei" onezxs.

toodles doo!

2009-02-04T11:50:00.000-08:00

Okay, so I've spent 2 hrs (its 4am alr) fiddling with Adobe Illustrator and look what happened as a result..

I think Illustrator would be the next software that will accompany me after the exams are over. Its HOT, and i did not know it was so awesome! Okay the dino isnt really extravagant, but its just amazing what Adobe illustrator can do!

I LOVE THE MEN/MAN THAT INVENTED ADOBE.

Anyway, i am so into hand-made crafts, cards, and all that jazz..

Here's one of my little creations...

Its a sketch book..((:

oh and for all those aspiring artists, you can never EVER live without colour pens!

Oh and heres a shot i took at my vanity shelf (v.poor, no table haha). I think its real fly..this pic just makes me happy somehow. I guess its the hue. V. pinkalicious,in a way.

Yup,so thats all for now((: Ive got a morning class tml, dont know how i am gonna last the day. :/

2009-02-03T10:21:00.000-08:00

Yet another video.-A "black n white" motion picture.
Not v. proud of this vid. My voice sounds so YUK- irritating and dragggg-y.
As requested by warren. heh

Initially i wanted to post up the other one, but I realised that it got cut half way. HA.
Noob-me!
i gave jogging a miss, oh am i pissed! (at myself la)
haha

tough it is
when there is no clear path

thinking about unis
and all that stuff

its time to grow up
yes i know

God please save me
before i blow!

struggling to befriend uncertainty,
as usual, He gently reminds me

this prayer i made,
since a young age...

that warms my heart,
up to this date

My future is in your hands.
Let it be according to Your plan.

To never scurry or worry,
because You will provide and always love me.

Amen.

2009-01-24T09:01:00.000-08:00

THE UGLIEST VIDEO EVERRR!!!!!
not for the faint hearted.

i know we look awful here. So here's a normal pic to inject some form of sanity.

okay so the top two impt stuff on my to do list is:-
grad book( that was on hold for ions of yrs)
facilities written report. (i mean like, gees!)

I think Mr Yeo rocks rocks rocks.
Love Him deep deep lorh!

Happy CNY!
GONG XI FAT CHOI! (:

2009-01-18T08:01:00.001-08:00

just letting out the fumes.

argh, we all know what organised mess is.

oxymoron, indeed.

some of us live by it, some of us dont.

Organise mess, gnaws at you when you FORGET things easily.

So, i m a messy person, and i tend to lose my memory, like.. pretty quick.

hmm where is that folder again?

Current Mood: Frustrated/Annoyed

2009-01-15T00:35:00.000-08:00

Have you ever woke up one morning and felt a lightness in your spirit? As if everything was going to be dandy as candy? Everything around you seems to be smiling at you. The sun, the wind, the swaying trees. There was a strange happy feeling when i the sun ray broke the darkness of the dawn.

Sometimes one have to hit rock bottom before the existence of God comes into play. Its just, astounding/ gees, i'm at a loss for vocab here, cos, the past few days was very outer-space-ish for me.

For instance, Spa test- was a miracle, finding a cobbler at AMK was a miracle and today, meeting up with the day was strangely blithe for me. I want everyday to be like that, and i guess,the only way to that, is to be true to God and to myself. (well, maybe?)

Right now, i am just looking for answers on why things turn out the way they did. Why certain feelings come about in such a way. Why people feel the way they feel. You can say its taking a step back from everything and looking at life through a glass globe. You wonder why you smile, you wonder why you cry, you wonder why your anger, you wonder why you forgive.

I would think i had all the answers last time, but the more you think you have, you actually don't. Something inside of me, is just craving for answers.. and i want at least a conclusion to everything. I want to learn something, but somehow the answers, both right and wrong, seem to be covalent bonded together, that it becomes hard to differentiate.sigh. Then again, am i just thinking too much?

Well humans are very much known for that, aint it?

dark clouds be blown away

God's grace is here to stay

my current mood: Perplex

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY AARON.

We love you.

2009-01-12T09:23:00.000-08:00

the past few weeks have been a total upheaval for me. It's like projects and all other forms of negativity just kept slamming at me. though the wounds are shown very evidently on my face(eg: dark eye rings and lotsa break outs) , i'm so glad i am alive and kicking.

Its been an emotional roller coaster for me lately . One time i am happy, next time i am rock bottom, and i blame myself for it cos i took it out on no one but me. /:

it's just strange how i started to depend on myself and less on God. It's strange how i decided to leave Him out of my life. & it has been so tiring for me. & strangely, He has never left me. I really am thankful for great friends. Somehow, they showed me that God still cared, and that He'll help me no matter what.

becky shared with me something that really moved me to tears- you don't have to read the bible or pray fervently. You don't have to do whatever to patch things with God. All you need to know is the truth. and the truth is that God loves you. God loves me. me. me.thats all i need to know, and thats all that matters. I am special.(:

& really, God never fails.

Today was a day of God's faithfulness.

oh my.

i love you God.

yes, i dare proclaim, I am a Jesus chic!

I'm sorry if i've been so imperfect lately.

so..

Goodnight world.

Goodnight lizards on the wall.

Goodnight shining stars.

Goodnight God.

2009-01-05T05:18:00.000-08:00

Okay so this is my count down vid!
& ive spent the whole night searching for my portfolio but to no avail. I think i'm destined to be jobless. boohoohoo.:(

2008-12-29T09:34:00.000-08:00

Okay lazy to type, so, another video blog.HA.
The other two are just too, controversial.

2008-12-24T11:08:00.000-08:00

Seriously, my brother is more than meets the eye. In case you have no inkling on who he is, or worst, if he even existed, then HELLO, good morning.

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Moving on, lets talk about christmas.
So Merry Christmas. and yes, of course, how could i forget? Happy Birthday Jesus. The whole world is celebrating your birth. YAY.

I had a "silent night, holy(err) night", like literally that. sighs. No friends, no dad, no mom, but just me, my maid & my lil bro.(count my elder bro out..what a way to welcome the Christmas cheer by indulging in computer games :S) How sad. but of course, 3's a crowd. Despite that fact, that i do like THRONGS.-not tongs you dirty minded ppl.
just many many many pple. -not much pple. Don't know what lotsa ppl like to use "so little pple".
oh you mean like, dwarfs?

haha,what wit.

OKAY, MY CHRISTMAS WISH LIST.
No not two front teeth, I am way pass that stage.
Now now...
All i want for christmas is:
1. Wisdom for projects-like oodles of please!
2. A creative mind for grad book -this one too!
3. A happier me
4. And a happier YOU.
5. Gee, i welcome cash in all its forms man!

Once again, Happy birthday Jesus.
You changed the world, and you changed mine.(:

Cheers!

2008-12-23T07:03:00.000-08:00

Ever since i turned 19, my whole emotional health has been placed on a emotionally swing. It is like there has been a clash in my stars, i don't really know, or prolly it could be a hormonal effect, that age has taken on my body.

Sometimes i am happy, sometimes i am down low. Argh, Ive never experienced such drastic mood swings before. Any tips on how to deal with such mood swings, cos its gnawing at me.

Oh wells, christmas is coming, and i m not feeling the very least jolly at all. I dont know why, despite the fact that i got christmas presents.WEIRD. must be the projects and hormones. BLEAHSASIDJAISXS.

thats it for my rant.tata!

2008-12-22T12:12:00.000-08:00

I know its way overdue. But here it is nonetheless. (:
You are my sweet escape.(:
I love you becky. <3

She sought, & she found

She was quick to learn
nothing could slow her down

certain things she could not comprehend
everything, in His time
everything, in His plan

searching of the soul
it must be so
for her heart is growing cold

Now,it's only sure
it is time to let it all go

for God to love her
& make her whole.

2008-12-18T04:53:00.000-08:00

I want to blog about my birthday experience, but i think i'll do that after this post.& besides, i have not GOTTEN the pictures yet from various friends. Anyhoos, I amkKinda excited for this cos this is the first time i am doing a video blog! Just how cool is that my honey bunnies!?

So yeah, as you can see Karmy and I were just plainly mucking around. :D

*it took donkey years just to upload this okay...

2008-12-14T07:33:00.000-08:00

Hi world!

I'm soo touched & i feel so loved okay. As it is a tradition to celebrate birthdays in church, mine was celebrated today and I must say it was really a nice and heart warming one!

Felly was soo sweet to make me a blueberry cheese cake with an oreo base! like YUMMMY ((:
See see below!!

Along with the cake was a $XXX worth of vouchers and a nice cotton on top! & of all pple, zhou yang gave me a pair of perlini's silver earrings. I really dint expect that from her. haha.
Okay, it feels funny to receive gifts...really weird. My heart brims with thanks to those who WISHED me in advance, and chipped in for the gifts. REALLY.
Most of all, thanks Felly for doing all the coordination.(: You rock!(:
you make a good wiffy. haha!

i ve been touched by many angels....!

So a short and sweet plug for you guys. ((: Amen. Goodnight!

ps: Becky, i cant wait to spend the evening with you! * winks

& so i changed my blog song to something light hearted. Heh((:

2008-12-11T10:28:00.001-08:00

OH GOOD GRIEF!!!

Its 230AM & nothing, is gettin in!
darn!

I really wanna throw in the towel, and plunk myself onto the bed with my face, facing down. and hopefully, not seeing the daylights of tml!

so just a self test..

the 6 categories of maintenance are:-
1. Preventive
2. Repair
3. oh gosh i cant remember.. wait THINK ARIEL, URH, (*peeks).Predictive
4. Breakdown
5. Cyclical
6. LAST ONE, come on... REPLACEMENT!(ok i cheated for this one!)--oh great, i went back to check and there isn't REPLACEMENT. Answer is Repair and inspect only when necessary. GEES.

And so, just to conclude, I M BAD WITH THEORIES AND I SUFFER FROM DEMENTIA. I M OLD. TURNIN OLDER.(sadly....)

okay, back to studying. (well, trying to..)

2008-12-09T12:08:00.000-08:00

I was just mooching around cyber space, and i came across some fantastic findings!! They are so pretty, it made my heart melt!!
I just gotta share it! Woots!

Well if you ask me, what is my favourite decor...i;d yell: THIS IS IT! Bazaar style!
I've always loved prints, illustrations and COLORRS. Though i don't really like to wear them on my hair, i'd like my house to wear em instead. The sight of all these pretty stuff just leaves my heart weak. Look at the different colors and fabrics! So pretty,gorgeous, to die for! If God doesnt forbid, I want to have a shop that sells all these pretty fabrics, pick up sewing and sew pretty bags, dresses, aprons and what not! It'll sell pretty papers, RIBBONS (oh my you cant leave that out!), house decorations yada yada. I mean, surrounded by all these pretty things just makes me happy to the heavens!

Oh and check this cushion out!! ITS GORGEOUS!!!

So sugarbabylove right? Some of you may think patchwork is for grannies, but you are WRONG. very wrong. I always liked patch work, especially when they are put together tastefully. This is a perfect example.

And another pretty patchwork bracelet...

&lastly,

Taken@ Art museum.
Thanks LENA!(: check out more pics at FB!(doh!)
alright babies, thats all!((:

Oh yeah i changed my blogsong. my new replay.

2008-11-26T07:34:00.000-08:00

HI EVERYONE!

Its funny how I am still alive, despite the hedious uncomprehenable gaming assignment. I cant believe i managed to pull through and understand the concepts. Thank you God?
Hope I'll last, just like everlast!

It was bern's birthday today,but we celebrated it yesterday.
So here are some pictures(:

Polar bear anyone?(:
haha! Karmy you are so cute when you tried to convince us..your face went all tomato red in desperation.haha((:

OKay, my maid went back to phillippines and i feel so handicapped. BOOHOO!!
I'll pull through!! I guess...heh

2008-11-21T09:09:00.000-08:00

OKay this is gonna be a short plug. Cos for one, Ive got to start on my already piling work load of TO-DOs.

Today Karmy showed me this video and i thought i shared it with you souls out there. Its really super touching and its sucha huge contrast from the recent hoo-ha with regards to the white tiger that mauled a man at the Singapore Zoo. I wanted to put up that gory video, but somehow they stripped it off youtube! Oh how sad!:(
Oh fret not, its okay, ive got another video to show. I guess some of you might have watched it alr, but ayiah, just gotta blog abt it cos, its like tuggin my heart strings at the moment. HA.

I mean see how powerful love is. It can overcome all sorta differences, and thats what we all need! LOVE(: Love makes the world a better place. (: How wonderful it is to see a lion and a man can co-exist and live happily, its so touching and wonder why it pricks your heart? Cos we live in such a selfish world where (mostly) everyone is killing everyone. And to see such goodness, is totally uplifting!

I mean,it all started when those 2 men had a heart and compassion for that cub. They took it in and showered it with care and love, which ultimately -good triumphs evil-killed the "beastly nature" of the lion.(Extremely contrary to what we know abt the unprecedented incident that happened in the Singapore zoo) Is'nt it amazing, what love can do. Love can break down all boundaries, and bring peace and harmony! Of course, gotta have love for the right things.((:

This brings me to my next line of thought, which is why people do selfish things to other people. I believe a healthy home would produce happy healthy ppl. They are mostly people who have right values in life, secure and have a healthy self image. Children who have been abused sexually, emotionally or mentally are normally those who are withdrawn, have low self-esteem or party girls.(normally..not ALL) Or it could be people who see are always watching out for their reptuation because they find security and acceptance in that. So dont be swift to judge my friends!! They are poor hurting souls. and they need love!(: really. To feel loved is the bestest thing to a prada bag.(:I mean, dont you agree?

well, speaking of which, i must thank God for seeing me through all my life. I wouldnt be where i am without His lovee((: -hey you can feel it one okay. Not imaginary HOR. Think i go church for fun ar? LOL!

Okay that whole life talk aside..(gees, been blogging abt topics like that as of late)

I am so happy that im just left with 5 peeps who have not taken the grad book photo! ((: So so happy. Thanks guys. Whatever yr book we;re gonna have , well you played a part in making it happen((: So now youve got a story to tell your grandkids!(: -or goldfishes if you plan to be a loner. ha.

Sian... back to work.
Any tips on overcomin the bad habit of being fashionably late? blearh.

Oh and before i end,

Ive got this friend that told me that i look different.
in my head i was like.. different? you mean like DIFFERENT SIZE?!?!?!
AYIA, if i look fatter then say i look fat larhs.HAHA.
why hide FAT under the word different.tactful approach nontheless..

You may think that i m making a rash assumption.BUT i guess this was what triggered.
here goes..
Earlier, Ms selina see said i put on weight :( *cries buckets
My jaw dropped..then she added that i look beautiful.
& i m like, is this like a coverup(obviously it is).=.=
SADNESS to the MAX.

SIAN.i need someone to eat veggies with me. Takers anyone?please?
or i could just owe it to the soon-coming Mr red.
-keep bleeding keep keep bleeding in love.

Nighty night my friends.(:

2008-11-18T08:58:00.003-08:00

OH hello world! Its me again! I mean, whoelse righhtt...LOLS. Guess my previous few posts consisted very much of nothing but chunks and chunks of words, so i thought of posting up some pictures for a change. Well this would never happen if not for the fact that somehow, a miracle happened, and i am able to transfer pics from my phone to the COMPUTER! wooots, happy till the end.uh huh ok.

Since school has started, here are some camwhore moments captured with my "humble" phone.(Lol!)

Thats Mellissa!! Sian camwhore partnerrr.

Mr Bernard Chen & Asraf. They have common goals and interests. Like total BFF material!

Another Camwhore moment but with more peeps cos we were bored and just feel like taking picture lorhs.

Say Hi to LENA! ->This camwhore moment happened cos lecture was quite a drag...and we needed instant relief!like bad!

and another one...

Oh, so here are some hotties for sale. Top left: Tai Hong Top Right: Shawn Bottom Right: Mellissa (Ariel not included)
They are single and looking. So if you are interested to get to know them, well, i can always arrange something you know((: You must know that i am just doing my part for Singapore.... hahaha

On a side note....

I have been so sleepy in school and have been dozing off alot lately!!!
yeah and i agree with desmongd, I am a ZOMBIEEE!errrrss..

SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP IS WHAT I NEED.

Toodle doo!(:
i'll see youuu! (another time.)

2008-11-15T09:12:00.001-08:00

TITLE: Viewing the world with a naked eye.

Should i blame or be thankful to those that made me see the world in a positive light? That people are nice, helpful and they are what you see them to be. That people out there always have a conscience of knowing what is good and bad. And ive always comfort myself by finding the possible reasons why many commit the bad doings. I understand, ilove them, and i dont blame them. They just need help. But when it comes to people mocking at other people's goodness, i think it is just mean, and totally appalling. I find no connection, but if you do my dear reader, i would very much like to know.

To be a victim of such a hurt, is utterly painful. Doing something that is right and getting punished for it hurts. Helping someone with all your heart and being taken for granted and laughed at hurts even more. It;s such a sad world. Why must people be so mean...

Whatever it is,Jesus had it worst. :(
He was always out to help the poor, heal the sick and wounded, releasing those who were in bondage because he loved everyone. Everyone was special in his eyes, and seeing them happy made him happy. Its just like, when you see someone close to your heart in pain, your heart aches for him/her, and you'll do whatever to make that person feel better. Same with Jesus. But because he was so good and well received, people started to hate him for being nice. However, at the same time some Horrible People started to get jealous and tried to tarnish his name as much as possible. Horrible People started to condemn him for healing the sick and doing good to people. Moreover, they have him stripped, whipped and crucified cos well, plainly, he was popular and well liked by many. Well, he was a man. and man equates to ego. But Jesus was different.he had pple hurling vulgarities at had for no reason.Just image someone calling you f***er(with rage) and blaah for no reason. Though all you meant was the good for others.I mean, its so evil. Its just like wanting to spread the love, but people are mocking at you for doing what you are doing. I mean come on, why so mean... Won't you want someone to help you when you are in need? wont you want someone to make your life more fulfilling when you dont seem to see a purpose in leading it?

I think people out there needs to see things deeper. IT could be because of pride and fame that they are protecting thus they do what they do. But when you die, you cant bring that fame along. you cant bring your car, money, status along. So why store up/seek these things? I think making the full use of every moment in adding value to the lives of others, is the best thing to seek in life. Nothing feels better than to make others feel better(:

Sorry to be so pageant like, but I' d really like world peace!

Ultimately good triumphs evil(:

& I...
gotta keep making the world a better place!(:

Goodnight world.
You are still beautiful...(& i would wish to think that forever..)

2008-11-11T09:26:00.000-08:00

Hello world!

I've not been very active in blogosphere, but nevertheless, i am HERE to bring life into this blog!(not forgetting the tagboard) Anyway, i've been very occupied with certain things such as the nationalpetition, and other stuffs!

Well just an update for you, there is this national petition going on for fairer transport fares for poly/tertiary students! Please visit www.petition4fairertransport.org and support our pleas!! (: As quoted by beloved mellissa " it is not only for us, but for the benefit for all other poly students as well" kudos, i like that spirit!(: I must say that I am quite happy to be part of this petition cos if it really comes to pass, i'll really be happy to see poly students paying so much lesser for transport!& to be the one that help feels so much better than the one benefiting from it! ohman, you guys should try and help really(: just tag/ plainly indicate that you are interested in helping in the website above.

I feel that altrunism is inbuilt in everyone. & sometimes all it takes is a decision to be an ounce selfless, think for others, and DO SOMETHING to activate that spirit. Giving is definitely 100 times better than recieving! like what Jesus said " its better to give than to recieve" haha. Everyone should learn to be less of self and more selfless.(takes a while to get in...heh) But i mean of course if you dont agree about the 89% difference that we are paying in bus concession fares, then no pressure really. But do support other causes, such as the milk fund, adopt a child , the list goes on. Such givings and sacrifices keeps you down to earth, less of a snob, and pulls you out of self pity, and without you knowing you are making the world a better place. Adding on to what warren said, " I have been blessed with the greatest gift anyone can offer. The gift of life. (:" Let's appreciate that gift and make the best of the life that we have,and makin other people;s life better!(: wow warren you are sucha inspiration.LOL!!!

And to those of my friends/brother and sistas in christ who are going through troubled waters, God's love is unfailing and He'll never let you drown.(: He has all things good to give, nothing bad.(: SMILE.

So far I have been good, cos God is good(:
Okay, good night to you all souls out there.
Jesus loves you, and its TRUE.

2008-10-29T10:48:00.000-07:00

ITs kinda funny,and i had to blog about this..

We were having lecture and the follwing convo ensued:

LECTURER: so what do we do now that there is a credit crunch..?
Well, this professor says "SPEND"(points to the newspaper)

SHANE: Yeah la of course say spend..so old already going to die anyway...

ARIEL LAUGHS. Man, shane is full of crap! seriously funny...i mean i m not laughing at the man that he is old and going to die okay. I mean i wish him well in his old age, but just laughing at the way shane makes these kind of jokes.

Hi shane..are you reading this...haha...

hello you others, can i hear some laughter please.thanks.like tag HAHA on the tagboard lehs.

---------------

I enjoy getting stuff at steals.
WOOTS.

ANYWAY.

To those oblivious few, esp BERNARD,cos you are going to love me ( imean even more)...

DID you know that all tp students have access to the straits times online like anytime!!!

Yeah, just log in to your tp acc> go to digital library> research documents>The straits times online.

SAY YOU LOVE ME!!
<3>

I mean it.say it.

LOLS.

2008-10-28T05:59:00.000-07:00

Not a least proud of my english at all. Not even an iota okay. Seriously, i used to be able to write nice sentances but now its all so.. fragmented, ugly, and stoopid. BLEAH. Certain terms and adjs dont flow as easy and smoothly as they did before, which makes communicating so hard sometimes. I tremble when the time calls for me to do my fair share of write ups for certain articles/segments of the yes, harrowing projects. GEEES.

Ariel needs to pick up a book, other than the bible.heh.
Ariel also needs to journal more and not be reliant on microsoft word to do all the spelling. (MY SPELLING SUCKS. i dont know how to spell maintenance-(i spelt as maintainence)

& i need a paperchase planner. WHY?
BECAUSE, they are handy, sturdy, aesthetically appealing. Woots!
Also, it helps me be MORE aware of the days that have gone by.

Okay the end.
School is still bearable for me. Yay!

2008-10-24T08:27:00.001-07:00

oh my, i just so have to blog this blonde moment!! Its really embarrassing, and seriously, you'd wanna slap me with a trout.haha.

I was shoping at plaza sing for a gift, and so i wandered into The body shop. I was trying on the moisturizers and all, you know that kinda stuff. Then afterwhich i saw this range of moiturizers and i was overjoyed because they had the one in the smell i really liked, and normally they only have this smell for conditioners and shampoos.(honeycomb) I picked up the bottle that has the green "Try Me" sticker, flicked the cap open and started to squeeze the content out. I thought it was a new range cos, the mouth of the bottle seems really clean. I had a hard time squeezing the contents out, and i was quite unhappy with the service cos from the corner of my eye i could see a sales girl staring at me, and NOT HELPING AT ALL. After much effort, I manage to squeeze a small amout out and began rubbing it onto my arm.

The following convo ensued..

SALESGIRL: Excuse me Miss, this is a conditioner for your hair... ..", pointing at the label.

ME:" oh isit? not for the skin? "

SALESGIRL:"No its not, see here..it says shampoo, conditioner.. "

ME: (IN MY HEAD)GOODNESS ME.GOOD BYE. Never am i going back there again.BOO!

Anyway, my arm smells nice... XD

Sian, someone show some interest in the birkens LEHS.Thanks...

2008-10-23T00:24:00.000-07:00

Its time i really get down to this...

I am selling my Birkens for $60, Brand new.

Size:36 or 6

Colour: Navy Blue.

I am making a loss here okay and it is v, cheap.

Anyway, I bought it but i realised that i got the wrong size...SOBS.

Sandals comes with a box.Woots!

Please support and buy okay. Its a good buy, trust me.(:

PLease please revert, ASAP. First come first serve basis.

2008-10-20T06:47:00.001-07:00

Today was of course, my first day of school, and so unfortunately i caught the bug. My apologies goes out to those who are having an itchy nose right now.
My monday was quite terrible, actually. but must be positive!!haha

It definitely felt weird returning back to school after 8 mths, really. The holidays have been very unlike-a-holiday because everyday there is something to do.
(which, is of course good-prevents my brain from slipping into ZERO activity.) I just hope this last lap of my tertiary education will be ~"alls well ends well" & i hope i am able to have enough stamina to keep up with my committments. (: & the LOVE for the special few(:

haha

Goodnight.Tml will be a better day!(:
in you my strength is renewed...

2008-10-14T05:28:00.000-07:00

I've been cooped up all day long in this little home of mine, doing nothing (besides eat) but design design DESIGN! Never new time could just whizz past, in just a tinkle winkle of an eye.

I feel FAT, STICKY, EEKY, and I need my VITAMIN D[eee].

So many things to do, so little time.
24 hrs is never ample enough!!!!

Gees, I feel so withdrawn from the world..like far far away. I always see myself to be like one of the "Sims" (if you played that game before), with its various emotional and physical needs. I remember making my Sim paint a picture all day long, without communicating with anyone, just to up its artistic skills. Before you know it, the "Social bar" starts to turn red and the sim then goes crazy. If you're lucky, you get to see your Sim talking to this sack-head-looking-thing that is secured to a pole.(amusing, indeed..)

Just to ensure my sanity still stays, I ve resorted to blogging. Just like the prodigal son, Ive been unfaithful, I know.

That aside, i feel like a dufus. I reacted according to my emotions, which is TERRIBLE!
I did something which i really think i should not have done, and I know the reprecussions of that act did alot of harm to my already charred pocket.

URGH.

okay...here goes. Its silly i know, and i just cannot believe i did it.

I bought that Victoria Secret Dress!!The price tag is HEAVIER than the dress!
The cost: S$70>S$100.
Yes, let say it together: MY GAWD.

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HAIS.SIAN.DANG.

BANG.

GooDIE[bye]....

2008-09-19T12:20:00.000-07:00

I find myself to have this penchant for embroidary tops! I know some of you may find it old and eeky, but its so cottage girl,and sweet.

oh lookie , what do we have here...

they are so fly, which makes me high!

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okay so gotta fly off now...

2008-09-16T03:57:00.000-07:00

Yes finally some space of my own- unlimited usage of the computer till my brother gets back, which i estimate would be LATE!woohoo!

It has only been say a month plus and i dread giving tuition the same why i dreaded chinese tuition when i was pri 4. 3 hours straight is really no joke at all okay, and time is passing dreadfully SLOW. Instead of going "tick tock" it goes like "tiiicccccccckkkkkkk tooooocccccckkkk", and my emotions just plunges into a whirlpool that causes my insides to twist, turn and churn. Not nice at all..

All i know is that, teaching is not my forte and please, hopfully, it should never be my calling. I have no stamina to just SIT and TEACH, especially when the child is just as fidgety as I am. Gosh, i need a break, like a permanent break from this tuition thing. :/

On a lighter note, i really enjoy the freedom after every 3 hours of straight devotion of my time and life! But of course, with a pay check of $30 each day. Money is hard to earn, well that statement is only justifiable if you are doing something that is not of your liking and interest. Otherwise, it is easy peasy and enjoyable.(this is a controversial statement, so dont refute, jsut take it that i have yet to see the world in a macro perspective).

So, yes, my poly friends are away in Redang with their sunnies, beach reads, and the like. Here i am in Singapore, tied down because of the lack of moolahs, and job committments. Boo! Anyway, the Sun was BLAZING good today, and i gotta tan that i think, in my opinion, NICE(: Sunkissed.like the old times. (:

Alright gotta jet, dinner is waitin for me. ((:

2008-09-06T07:24:00.000-07:00

Hello you! I know my blog has laid dormant for quite sometime, and it was very much due to the LACK of internet access!

Well, you see, my desktop computer went haywire, and so my dad reformatted the computer without, let me emphasize, WITHOUT doing a backup. Now, all the memories, pictures, TAS photos and all the preety MEs are GONE GONE GONE! It is a great loss, i must say! :( lets CRY! WAHHHH!

Alright, no point crying over spilled milk. Let;s just wipe those tears, and start walking and chalking up the memories again(: Boy, I am so positive.

Right now, I've got to share this humble computer with my brother, which i dont get to use so very often. Boohoo :(

Oh yea, UPDATES!
On Friday it was CHICKEN FRIDAY!!!!!!, for cell group(:
Yes we had a chicken feast, and boy oh boy, savour the pictures((:

Ooooh boy look at that!! -there were chicken nuggets, seeweed chicken, chicken bak kwa, chicken flavored cup noodles, grilled chicken, chicken franks, chicken wings, chicken chop ect!!
Raymond brought honey melon..which is sooo out of the equation. BOO!

I was so anxious that the food were going to get snapped that i had to take a group picture first, before they were all gone. So heres group picture ONE(: -MIA :very impt person-joycie

And lastly, well not everyone,but still most of us...GROUP PIC 2!

And lastly, here are some pictures to summarise my afternoon(:

BASKETBALL tournament.Thank JX for organising!wootss

I like this shot(above), i'd chose to think that i took it.((: Im sucha goood photographerr.tee hee hee!

OKAY, so if you read joycie's blog, next cellgroup meeting will be mooncake festival!! I guess, you guys can stay OVER!! WEEHEE! So fun!

2008-09-01T00:44:00.000-07:00

The bug has kept me confined in this crib of mine. And i was just reflecting on certain things. Then I got reminded of this song, whom one of my colleague(xueling) shared with me. Its just a song, but the power of music ..is that it is able to outwardly communicate the emotions of a person to the entire world.

way back into love

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

[Verse 2]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

[Middle-eight]
(Drew Barrymore)
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Sometimes i may not understand how it is like to fall out of love, but this song just very well illustrates the feeling.(:

Credits to xueling(:

2008-08-28T09:00:00.001-07:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHY BECKY BESTIE!(:
27 Aug 2008

Sorry for the tardy post!

So it was a really quiet one, but i really enjoyed your company(:
Hope you were happy in the end(:
MUACKS!

The LEE FAMILY!(:
XOXO, your bestie(:

-END-

I am seriously addicted to butter and jam sandwich.Someone save me!!!!

2008-08-25T09:13:00.000-07:00

Somebody please tell me what is the meaning of consonant sounds. How do they sound like? I mean, I ve been asking many peeps around for the defination, however,the common answers i get is:
" Err, actually i dont teach english only maths and science...why not you look up the internet..its very advanced. you can hear the pronounciation of words!.."
"Ayia, I actually dont take note of the technical side of english, just listen and see if it sounds right lor.."
WARREN:"Consonant sounds are like you know.."uni" and thats when you use an, while for umbrellas you use a because its "um"...(3 sec pause)..eh look puma bag!"
DAD: "consonant sounds are like melodious...the opposite is resonant sounds..and resonant sounds sound rather jarring and unharmonious..you know like there are some music that are very jarring and crude//"
ME: " Erm..okay,back to the point..so when exactly do i make exceptions?"
DAD:"Actually, you just have to go with which sounds right I dont really care about the theory part..."
ME:"Erm, okay thanks..."

So you see, till now, not one soul can explain what resonant sounds are.I tried wiki but i gave up.

The enigmatic issue aside, today was peppered with lotsa HAHAs (:
Met up for a GO6( whadda name!)meeting, and we ended up crapping half of the time. But at least,we got some stuff settled for the grad venue and blaahhs.(:
It was FUN!(:

Anyway thats it, the end, so here i am home(:
Tml is another day of tuition!& then work!
I'm happy that ive got programmes!(:

Okay toodle dooos!

2008-08-24T03:00:00.000-07:00

Aloha!

Just to inform you beautiful strangers and familar souls, that Ariel has got a JOB!(:I am so proud of myself, like for the first time after a long time! wee!

What you ask?
Well, I have been repeating this over for countless no. of times and i am crossing my fingers and hopin this be the last.

Before I spill, please refrain from all forms mocking, and dont you even dare raise an eyebrow in sheer shock.(okay i got reminded of subwayshocker.blogspot.com haha)

*Drumroll please....

JOB:TUITION

I must say, giving tuition is seriously, a speedy way of earning cash for pple like me who wants fast, easy cash. It is good money esp when you're at this stage whereby the marketplace refuses to pay you an appropriate amt unless you have some form of paper that puts a worth onto you.Other than that, we;re left with dog-like jobs.ha.(oh gees, why am i starting to use DOGS as adj!!!TH!!!)

More about my job, is that i coach this K2 kid and i teach him maths and english. Its pretty fun and it does bring joy to my soul. Why you ask? Well, i know its cheesy but his smile really makes me smile.HAHA.:)His name is Luke by the way.. ;)

OH OH..Wow, Ive finally have a "collection" of all the friends that are named after the 4 gospel books in the bible.
Matthew- ex cell grp member
Mark- Usher
Luke- Cute tuition kid
John- x2 ex ex ex cg member and a church friend.

Nice!Now, I just need Romans, Acts, Corinthians, Titus,Hebrews bla bla...
So i teach daily, except weekends, 3 hrs based on the fact that he does not get too fidgety if not its fixed at 2 half hr.I mean, this job is really a God sent. Seriously. I know i could not rely on the dumb dress to get sold to earn my keepings.BLEAH.Shawne, buy for your dog leh!

Now now, the part where all my church mates have been waiting for with abated(okay just exaggerating) breath..now you can breathe normally.(:

SOT GRADUATION!((:
(School of Theology)

Okay, uploading pictures are TIRESOME!

Okay, in need of much resst.

"Nurture great thoughts, for you will never go higher than your thoughts."
-Benjamin Disraeli
(whoever that is..look him up wiki if interested) ((:

2008-08-18T04:03:00.000-07:00

Hi readers,

Yes, I am selling this dress and would like to give you lovers the top priority first.
If interested, please email me at chiaariel@gmail.com or alternatively,leave your email address at the lil tag board on the bottom right hand corner.(:

2008-08-17T03:18:00.000-07:00

I am of high spirits!((:

Today's usher duty was awesome cos i managed to serve with my team!!! I love them to the max!! I find it so much easier to serve and work with them, and i love them!!I think that they are excellent ushers!woots!THANK YOU GOD!And it was nice seeing chai huat around, like after soo long!

I must say,today's duty was the BESTEST, like after what seemed to be a MILLION YEARS!
& to top it off, i felt so LOVED cos fel made for me hotdog bread!Hey gal, I really appreciate it, really. You're getting more attractive, and you really seem to be glowing.((: haha!Your knight is shining armour will soon find you!haha

So after service, daddy came to pick me up and together with my brothers,we bought lights for our rooms. My room light is kinda snazzy, and pricey.(ekss)

signing of with a song!(:

*ariel still needs a job ):

2008-08-11T23:30:00.000-07:00

You don't get this very often- two posts in 2 days. Well, not that I am very free, though yes i do give people the impression that i am a uber busy bee, but its just that i need to rant/let out/release(whichever word you prefer).

I am not all good with grammer, because firstly, it is very technical. Secondly, it is very boring. Thridly, its no fun. To mark english grammer is alright for me, but to EXPLAIN why it is not the way it is & vise versa, is HELL! Gees, i am wits end here :(
warren?SOS?haha!

okay since now i'm at it, lets just sidetrack and a go lil deeper into my today(:
my day started extremely early, to be specific 600AM.Yes, that is considered early for days that have an extra HOLI in front of them. Went all the way down to the west side of Singapore for early prayer meeting.Um, okay, I'm guilty for being 30mins late(pls dont stone me), but at least i was present for the other 30mins? Gotta learn to look at the glass half full yeah(: My mom used to tell me this "Better late than never", and i took much comfort in that saying. Oh wells, thats just one of the "values" or "mindset" my mom instilled in me while I was young and simple( still is...).

Have you ever felt that you have so much to do, but you just dont feel like doing it? That is just exactly how i feel at the moment, and my head tells me that this feeling can cause extremely dire consequences, which is not good at all.Its like, hey the holidays are here! I can relax!! I dont know why or how, but the sec 4 mentality is still rooted in and is taking effect. BLEAH.

I need remedies, methods, or a form of discipline, which i lack tremendously. I hate to constantly be on the run. I like slow days, and lazy days. I like solitude and lots of it. yes a lil bit of this is definitely good rest for a weary soul, but the thing about me is that i normally take it to the extreme. I remember learning that "Whatever strength that is taken to the extreme can become a weakness"

Its just like eating chocolates. Its nice and yummy yum yum, and the feeling of temporal euphoria it injects into your body is so good that it makes you crave for more. The more you eat, the fatter you get,(like sad) Same goes for the addiction to lazy days whereby your lackadaisical nature just takes over.I know liking this is contrary to what I learn in church- BALANCE.

Prayer in the morning was awesome, and i felt recharged and ready to go.
I dont know i am falling back into this whole "lazy" whirling pool. hmm, i guess it must probably the lack of OUTDOOR activities and spending 2hrs PLUS of traveling around lil singapore in the morning. BLEAH EH EH.

So, I'll probably say GOODBYE to grouchy grammer and head for the outdoors. Anyway, got to do some gift shopping as usual. I like! i just hope today's "mini" service would bring conviction and life to my lazy soul!

Sorry stranger/anonymous reader for the bore.
Goodbye.

2008-08-11T08:41:00.000-07:00

I am feeling as light as a lark! That does not apply to the effect that the law of gravity has on me, but more of emotionally. I am so glad that my portfolio is so done and over the rainbows! Now i am really FREE. However, I am so thankful that I'm not so free to the extent that I have NOTHING on tml cos that will be really sad, you know. But yes, free enough to blog about good tidings!!

Shall we start on friday( aka cell group day)?
haha, BO PIAN, in other words, NO CHOICE.
Yes we shall.

Let us count back the days.
Today is 11/8
yesterday was 10/8
day before yesterday 9/8
yesterday the yesterday the yesterday was 8/8
OO, what a auspicious number! TOTO can win S$8MILLION woot woot.

Friday friday was an eventful day for me.HAHA, no lah, it was just an ordinary day.But it was extreme special for JOYCIE[jewel.blogspot.com]!-My very own loony yet pretty cell group leader!

Cut to the chase, Kel proposed to joycie..like @ my house. -.-'''
I mean its like awkward, cos i cant imagine them standing outside of my house reminiscing the "moment" like prolly 10 yrs down the road. HA.Oh wells.So it was really sweet, though i dint understand what Kelvin was singing half of the time cos it was in CHINESE!But nonetheless, the saying holds true- one man's poison is another man's medicine.Joycie teared in the end(awww) and her ring is BLING man!Not bad, dint get the chance to get a closer look. I shant go into details, cos my bones are lazy. So do visit her blog- Joyciejewel.blogspot.com for more details!(:

Here are some pictures though!((:

The signs state: WILL YOU MARRY ME?(eh,i think it was a rhetoric question..haha)

ALL OF US WEEHEE!

now for SATURDAY!aka national day.(erm, happy belated birthday singapore?)
I was trying to give all i could to do my portfolio in the afternoon. Come evening!it was national day partay @ WARREN'S MANSION.

The turn out of guests were few?or in other words, pathetic?LOLS
So i would term it as a soiree instead of partay.

All i can say that Warren was a fantastic host aka cinderella. HAHA

Warren/Cinderella serving us((:

CESAR (is that how ya spell it?) SALAD, chopped by WARREN, prepared by his MANLY brothers(:

Group picture please!

OKAY DONT CRINGE!(camwhorin as usual!)

Since now youre done looking at the pictures, i must say this like in public.
WARREN'S BAKED FISH PIE WAS AWESOME to the MAX.
Its really yummy, and seriously, the food that was served is of TOP GRADE. YUM LEH!
Warren, please hold more soirees!let me just digress, cos i really have to say this. Shane was utterly DISGUSTING. Somehow while we were eating, there were alot of *censored. I dont know why and how it happened, but shane started popping the *censored! Like EWWW please!
Anyhoos, it was good old fun watching Teevee and just bumming around.. laughing at random stuff.Its been a long time since i had such a productive rest...haha!
Towards the end, we played Monopoly(SPONGEYBOB!)! i know,monopoly like at this age,its pretty infantile.LOL! It was kind of funny cos shane was haggling with linus on the properties and he paid like S$1 for it. LIKE so cute and hilarious! Then Tai Hong was giving out dummy $1 to everyone cos he had soo many. HAHA.

Heres a picture of MONOPOLY the SPONGEBOB STYLE!Cute sial!

Thats it! The end! SEE YOU!!!!

2008-08-05T07:12:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone, its me again down here, dont wanna sound insincere.(alright that was ripped from a song)

I was talking to felly not too long ago and we drifted in the topic about blogs.She commented that the stuff that i blog about are kinda superficial. Its definitely true cos, i dont quite trust the world with my problems. When something is wrong i dont wish to talk about it, i just live with it. Which is bad in a sense. But i tell it to God, which I guess its pretty justifiable. Oh wells.

Okay change of topic!

I know i ought to be posting pictures and keep you gossip souls well fed, but you can say that i am drifting into the holiday zone. This is the point whereby I become a pack(coupled with lotsa fats) of lazy bones. *bleahhs
And just FYI, i am a very low D-based on the test that i did, its reflected as NEGATIVE. So dont push it baby! I get swayed easily. Boy :(

It was nice meeting up with the old poly gang, though not all were present but still, it was nice and warm fuzzy feeling i got. Sorry for being 1 hr late. I got lost in time.eh.Thanks for your patience. Much apologies to Berns in particular.

The drastic change that took place was mellissa's outlook. The skinny gal gained 5 kg for being in china for 5 months made me feel so appreciative towards my over-protective dad for preventing me from flying there.Who knows what i'll be come if i were to go there. Hmm a walrus? Yeah most probably.I jitter at the thought.

Lena, well erm, still skinny. Lanky Lena.Skinny and sexy. I'd rather be your size than be mine! Ahh okay, i'll just be happy in my own fats. Just a really random thought, i really should stop calling myself fat. I believe in self- prophecy, so the more i call myself fat, the fatter i become. EEKS. Skinny ME!

Kim got a nice tan. It was so drop dead bronze beautiful.

SO BEACH GANG! Who's up for some fun in the sun at the DA SENTOSA BEACH!* I AM AN ISLANDER!(:WEEHEE!

If you are keen say AYE AYE CAPTAIN!

Alright, i shall be nice and upload some pictures since i am in the mood. A long post for ya((:

GOODBYE~

HELLO!

Okay now a peek into the happenings of my last day((:

Too pretty to eat!

The marketing(branding) team!

and lastly....

BUAHAHA,site visit also still want to sleep!

Okay,thats all my babes!Hope this was a great post to you from me!((:

TATA!

Back to my never ending list of commitments!:(

2008-08-01T10:18:00.000-07:00

It took me quite a while for the FACT THAT TODAY IS MY LAST DAY to settle and take root in my head. Thus, now that the effect of the FACT has kicked in,i am currently experiencing a feeling that is oxymoron in nature.It is a mix of (: and ):.

I shall start with the :( note.

Today started out bad. I happen to have one of my i-dont-know-why-i-am-so-sad-with-my-life days. Feeling aint nice at all, and how sad it is to feel like this on such an occasion. It makes me emotionless, and numb. :/ eks.

But thank God for placing people ard to shower me with love and care! Well, we had a department buffet that was catered and I was so in for a pleasant treat for the yes and the untamable tongue! Yes it was a whole box of beautifully made cupcakes. After which, they passed me my gift and it was a 85 bucks camera okay! Its called golden half, and it takes really snazzy vintage pictures. WEE.I also received a forever 21 necklace as well as a red packet!weehee!(okay i dozed off to sleep after the prev sentance)

So Much love and thanks to xue, alvin, karen and ashley for coordinating and buyin all the lovel gifts for me!aAHHH, I'll miss my lunch buddies (all of e girls who are LIGHTER than me-depressing) I'll miss the moments whereby xue,azlin,ashley and alvin of whom will pop by once in a while to chat. :(

ahh super sleepy..pics tml night. nights

to be continued...

Stey tuned....

2008-07-20T08:52:00.000-07:00

If you are addicted to heroin, well, here's another addiction.

*For maximum impact, turn the vol. to the max.
AND NOW, DIG THIS.

This is porbably the reason why i think I'm starting to dig indian pop.
WOOTS HOOT HOOT.

Toooodles!

2008-07-14T19:11:00.000-07:00

I am very well aware of my inability to keep to my words. Esspecially when I say that I'll blog more often.HA. LIfe is just full of surprises and everyday is upredictable to a certain degree. As of date, I've been so inundated with a whole swarm of things I hardly had time to breathe.

As Ive mentioned in the previous post( If you read), that July is gonna be a hectic mad for me, and it indeed is. busy with what? haha dont tell you... (no boyfriends, mind you)

Anyway,internship is fine, so far so good. Just that Ive got to really work on my punctuality. :/

Okay so thats just me and my life.(:

Me And My Life - The Tremeloes

2008-07-01T20:34:00.000-07:00

Oh my, the days are indeed fleeting. Its already the 2nd of July and, so much has happened over the past 4 mths! You could say that its a good blend of good and bad.This month of July is gonna be real rough for me, esp now that my dad is renovating the house, and I've got lots of junk to attend to. :/ I hate PACKING!!!!

Oh and anyway, just so that you know... I am going to paint one side of my room wall HOT PINK.but nippon chooses to dub it as LOLLIPOP.Oh my,am i turning from beachy to a bimbotic bitchy babe?eeks! Haha, the rest of the other walls will be barely pink. Hope it turns out nice!Not to worry, I will keep you love souls updated(: *no promises!

Time for pictures that were LONG due. They are RAW.(no digital editing has been done) sashimi anyone?

OH MY, EN LAI has the coolest personality!*swoons!

Hey there Laura(:

oh yes! SPOT THE PARROT!!!

Right now i need lotsa SLEEP!But i need JESUS MORE!!

Toodle doo!

2008-06-26T05:58:00.000-07:00

CALLING ALL EARTHLINGS,
PLEASE BE NOTIFIED OF THE FOLLWING ANNOUNCEMENT!

GET READY FOR A BLAST OFF!!
Get all your credit cards ready, shopping bestie and lotsa lotsa energy!

Thank you very much!
BYE!

2008-06-19T06:24:00.000-07:00

As you can see, I am updating. Rejoice i say!

Work is very much snail paced and i quite like it.(: Nothing demanding or much to do, except for the occasional signages that i have to print and LAMINATE,so much so that certain people would at least have a direction and some confidence in where they are heading towards. Yays.

Other than that, my lips are quite sealed today. Dint feel like talking much in the morning, well due to the fact that I was suffering from "morning sickness"(HAHA!). Not that i was down with a flu if thats what you are thinking, but more of I-SO-WANNA-SLEEEP!Oh yes, and while having lunch with one of my colleagues she told me this HORRENDOUS truth.

its really horrendous..

ready?

you sure??

well, if your job is deskbound...

then...this is for you.....

*TRUTH:Deskbound jobs will cause Men(or women) to gain at least 7kg in a year.

* truth was cited from Men's Health.

LIKE OH-MEE-GOODNESS-BE-GRACIOUS-PLEASE!

I did flirt with the thought of returning back to sentosa to work part time, but, i guess i can just drop the thought and hunt for another job. HA. Yes, most prolly i'll work in a montessori! ((: Working with all the lil kids..of whom are so young and fun like mee! Its bound to be LOTSA FUN!(:weehee.

I am supposed to put up some pics, however, erm, dint get em. So, sorry guys!!!another time perhaps.(:

Much a[pologies if my blog is starting to bore the brains out of you guys.( if you have any that is.HA)

Toodlesss!

2008-06-14T10:08:00.000-07:00

My life is no where near apple-pie order. Well at least in my eyes. EK.

The reason why I am blogging is well due to the fact that ONE: I wont be attending chc tml, so theres no need to wake up on the wee hours of the morning, TWO: I am experiencing an I-FEEL-XTREMELY-FAT-AND-AM-NOT-GOIN-TO-BED-TILL-I-FEEL-PERSPIRE-MY-FATS-OUT
(or at least, come of it..hopefully). THREE: I am desperate to rant abt the NO.2!!. It's downright silly to call a friend up and blog about how fat i feel, so, to spare you your beauty sleep, i chose to rant and rave here!!!!

I feel xtremely fat. I am happy that I am perspiring right now cos the fan isn't turned on, but its is just a lil. To put it simply, i feel frustrated cos i guess i overate (i missed lunch) LOTSA for dinner and supper. So the feeling (for a GAL) is wayyyy aweful. (i envy you LENA!)

Initally, i wanted to jump/hop around the house, but i got distracted by the MR BEAN show! So, the flesh took over, i SAT down on the floor and watched it with my mouth ajar.Oh and before that i ate Tasty sticks. Like, hello! after a hearty and farty meal!!! and you still eat tasty snacks!! Its crazyy! I eat like a KING KONG! Oh boy.

Well, you know the ending. Yes, i ended up here, bloggin my rants for the whole wide world to see!Now the whole wide world will think how silly, deluded and paranoid this gal is. HAIIS.

BLAHS!!!

Just so that my english language does not deprove any further, I want to make it a commitment to blog DESPITE the lack of pictures or none at all.(this is a totally random thought)

LETS START, from this post onward.

Today was really an EVENTFUL day, as it was THE EVENT DAY.(eerrrs) Yes, after many weeks of recruitment, data entry, coordinating and call ups, the EVENT (Si loso Hot Bo ds) finally came to pass.(and has PASSED.) There really wasnt much to do today except for "Hi, would you like to vote for your favourite hotbod?", and the sporadic peeping on what was happening on the stage. I must say, the babe bods aint that hot. OH WELLS, who am i to say abt them anyway. "judge and you shall be judged" Whatever the case, their bods are still a GAZILLLION times hotter than moi. What can you expect from a superficial pageant? (pageant connotes superficiality and vise versa...anyway -.-)

ALRIGHT ALRIGHT, so as i was saying ABOUT the event..

The guys are quite a heart throb, and haha, i was pretty shy(pretty n shy maybe LOL!)? *hEeEXz. OH OH and i saw EN LAI! He was like the host of the event!((: ANd i took a picture with him, together with laura!
Yes laura was there to see see look look! No worries guys, she is still sweet and demure.(: *winks
The gals, however is another horror story. or so i heard from the others. Nothing much happened anyways. So nothing much for you to expect from this post. yeah!?!

To wrap it up, it was a great event. It feels good to look at good hot stuff.(: woo!
And i think i shall keep the rest of the day SHUSH..as well as the previous(: No more for ya babes((:

When ive gotten the pictures from the respective individuals, I'll post em up for ya to oogle at(:
*ahem, laura..

Thank you for tuning in to beachywaves.blogspot.com. More waves, coming your way. Goodnight.

2008-05-26T09:19:00.000-07:00

HEY THERE!

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Some of you thought that I was abducted by Aliens. No worries, I am save and am happy to say that...
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Break my heart for what breaks yours.
Everything I have for Your Kingdom's cause..

2008-05-20T06:02:00.000-07:00

HELLO all!

I know, this blog is getting rather stale and humdrum. Especially when you have to keep on reading and RE-reading the prev posts OVER and OVER again. Since Ive got some very important and grave news for you all, I guess it'd be wise to just update you readers at the same time.

I'd like to start on a HAPPY note first.((:((:((:

On sunday I went over to stay at MICHELLE OWW's house! Yes, with the company of Felicia of course.(:
Basically it was extreme fun, talking to them and sharing of dirty secrets.You know, its Quality time spent and that made me feel LOVED. *snuzzy wuzzy feeling. Aside from that, we played some kind of board game (they made me do it -.-), and suprise suprise!, not only did I survive the ordeal, but i've also emerged VICTORIOUS.(just FYI, i dont quite like to play board GAMES) Alright, enough of the ramblings, lets go straight to picture time! (read fel's blog for details!)

This is MICHELLE's ABODE.

This is the 3 "HEY SISTAS!"

Oh and the sista on the extreme right, is called melvinda.(:

Melvinda prays:"Dear God, help me love my sistas more"

Thats HEY SISTA Fel!

HEY SISTAS- Felly, Michi, Ariel

Aww, cuddle huddle in the cradle!

So we talked and laughed ate organic chips. Thanks felly for the healthy canned fruits as night snacks,You really make a great refreshment I/C! Haha!

Thanks michi for the hospitality and love and shelter in the midst of the night.
Thanks Sista Melvinda for the laughter and yes,i cant seem to forget the instance where you were admiring yourself in the mirror with your doggy in your arms. Like, WEIRD AND FUNNY COMBINED!

And so GOODNIGHT!
Oh wait.grave news: I LOST MY PHONE.
:( :( :(

Hais, goodnight.:(

2008-04-22T09:31:00.000-07:00

Happy EARTH DAY!

(yes, for those frogs living in the well, it is earth day today)

To commemorate this day and appreciate our wonderful earth, my text will be in green in colour.For those who detest green, you ought to be colour blind.Just a joke, dont take it too seriously.This post is not abt you, its about mother nature and her beauty.(:

Well, since my laptop is such a drag, and it took me what seemed like a gazil years to do up a picture, its going to be a shot plug.I am sorry, but not to worry. I'll have pictures up to make up for it.yes?

I am so glad that Earth Day happened, cos work has been ho-hum for me.:( Fortunately, my company( confidential) was pro earth and thus, strangely, was enthusiastic enough to have a colour code for this natural day- GREEN(whatelse?). Seriously, you dont exactly help the earth by wearing green. But ohwells, all in the name of fun, i wore green.And since it was Earth Day, i made it a point to take pictures with the plants in my office. I bet if these plants had eyes, they would have teared, cos i made them feel ultra special. It may sound retarded to you, but, plants do have feelings okay, just that they dont show it. :/

Yes,thats about all.

Goodnight cyberworld.

2008-04-14T08:24:00.000-07:00

MY HAPPENINGS!

Hi there everyone. Okay i know i am supposed to send you preety beautiful ushers the pictures (HEH). But you see i could no resist but blog first. There have been a tidal wave of events since the last post, so i guess, i'll just blog first.((:You'll recieve the pictures through mail, soon! okay! Wait upon ariel and you'll have good photos!bleahs.

So just yesterday, i went to SENTOSA. yeah, again! This time round it was not for work nor for moolah, but for FUN. Yes, Fun in the SUN!(:

*today my colleague commented that i became darker! *twist!

Alright, heres what you have been waiting FOR: PICTURESSs!!!!
Captains ball was one of the games we played, and boy oh boy was it the first time i actually scored in sucha game. MIRACLE, i tell you.

Kudos to the planning committee!: Chris/Chai Huat/ Louise!
*Clap clap clap!

After the love fun peace joy and laughter at sentosa,i headed down to ORCHARD(so cliche!) to celebrate TAIHONG's birthy! Though it was belated, but it happened. So be glad! Alright, all i ate was veggies, cos Steak isnt really my bread and water, nor is it my abalone and sharks fin. Anyway, Warren whipped up a really YUMM SLURP DROOLIN salad for mua. (: Chef in the making yo!Thnks!We dint take much pictures though. So, yeah no pictures for this event. /:

It was nice meetin up with them, though half of the time they were watching SOCCER and talkin abt SOCCER, leaving me feeling like a LOSER.

HAHA. ariel and ball games just dont go/flow.Thanks.

My bestie makes me ((:

Alright, good bye,good night, THE END!

(what an abrupt ending!but it still is an ending tho!ha!)

You are my strength and my portion forever!

2008-04-02T07:25:00.000-07:00

Okay, a healthy feast for your eyes. Yes, though many of you maybe sloggin out like a cow/dog/ahmeng, but just be sure that you get your healthy fix once in a while! This is what you can try! Its good, yum, healthy and definately GUILT FREE, and specially to you from me!

So yes, had a chompin expedition at chomp chomp.(for Dont know why raymond likes to takes photos now.. like quite gay but its AOKAY.haha.

Found out that:

Michelle is one foxy babe lahs.

Felicia came down to have fun, food and fellowship with us even though she was dog tired.

I am quite a glutton.

Aaron has weird theories with regards to his pillows and dreams.

Raymond likes taking pictures.

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Man, it was great meetin up with lena, berns, taihong & warren lahs! All still sameo, xcept for berns who was rather goon-y, & showed signs of schizophrenia. Sian, never take picturess!!
okay, but well we had subway to-go and sat by the Singapore River chilling. Soo nice and lomantic (romantic)lorhh!!

Thanks Lena for the almonds. I'll throw a handful into my salad and will remember you as i eat okay((:
Taihong suddenly so foxy, thats cos he is a barbie boy.Haa, Mr popular eh, but must still remember us okay!
Warren, though she is sad, you shldnt be sad okay!(: are you attatched?
Berns, I bring you go see my pastor. haha!

Okays thats all yo!
Tml is yet another day..
and i wish it to go away!!

:(

2008-03-30T07:05:00.000-07:00

It really did startle me, when i chanced upon this picture and memories about the harrowing yet pleasurable experience i had with MARKETING project in year one starts pouring in. At that point of time, i never expect myself to be int his line, and poof! LOW and BEHOLD, here i am doing marketing! Funny isnt it?

Lets just side track, that was just the appetiser, so now for the main course!

SENTOSA FUN FUN FUN!and i gotta tan!

The sun, the sea, the play, and good company was Jesus's way of makin a great day!

THE CHILLI PADIS, hot and spicy!

won the most UNITED team award '08.

Members: Michelle, Felicia, Ariel(me!),Aaron,Junxiang, Raymond and Melvin.

Thats the (almost) the whole cg!Wont type their names down, cos, too many!ha

Overall, it was good FUN in the sun!((:

Now for the dessert! I should have blogged about this yesterday, but was kinda too busy, so here it is!

Josephine's Baptism!((:
Congratss babee!
Okay, sadly this was the only pic that i managed to take with herrr like before she was baptised!

yes fel, thhats you alrighty! (photographer:Benji)

Alrighhty, thats all! Look out for more updates yes yes yess!((:

Toodles!~

2008-03-28T10:16:00.000-07:00

I VERY FREEE!

Alright, i should really be following up on my previous post, but guess what? *whispers "i dont exactly feel like doing it, cos i got something more worthy to write abt!"

Yesterday was really good, cos the great experience that i had with my colleagues was FULLY PAID FOR. In other words, or say, a word that i would like to use :"FREE" Yup, thats right, F.R.E.E!Well and so i see that you are getting preety curious, and you are staring intently into the screen reading EVERY WORD THAT I TYPED.(maybe 4 some of you chikopek might be starin at the pic on top la, errrs, get outta here!)

Cut to the chase, I went on a tour around SENTOSA! (alright STB people, keep the mockings to yourself alrighty!) And as i mentioned before it was free! The Lunch @ Tastes of Singapore: FREE!, the admission to UnderWater World FREE!, hoping on to the carlsberg sky tower: FREE!, 4D magix n cineblast: FREE!, play Luge: FREE!, sit sky lift: FREE!, visit Images of Singapore: FREE!, visit fort siloso: FREE!, and entrance to sentosa everyday: FREE FREE FREE!.

Hmm thats not all...

Fish Reflexolgy @ underwater world: FREE!
Swim with dolphines: FREE!
Two Leap years Movie Tickets:FREE!
Coffee/other hot drinks: FREE!
Phone calls out: FREE!

Okay, hold those tears back! Still havent finish lahs!

I attended this workshop, and
I had a FREE! tea set,
FREE! $5 MPH voucher *terms and conditions apply
FREE! highlighter...hmm oh yes,
and FREE! lunch.

Okay, thats all the free stuff i have received as far as my living memory takes me.
Oh yes, you can let those tears floww!!!I know you all must be very happy for me.haha!

Okay, lahs, actually i not free one, must go and sleep.
Hope you guys were entertainedddd.((:

tata lovelies!

2008-03-24T07:19:00.000-07:00

Greetings my friends! Alright, I think its only incumbent on me, to at least blog something about my attatchent at SLG. So well heres a sneak peek a boo for ya!(:
Okay thats all, look at the pitiful state i was ONCE in. Oh well, stay tuned for more!
yes, i know i still have to alot to work on with regards to my photoshop skills...

Alright, somehow i kinda wonder how the osip peeps are doing in China. Hardly manage to catch them online lahs!Though kim said hi, but i was like away running errands! urghs. Please china pple, if you see this updated post, please tag yeah!(trio, pls dont try to impersonate them kays).

OKAY LAST PIC.

KAY BYEEEE.
SO LATE ALR GOTTA SCRAM YO!!!

2008-03-13T08:51:00.000-07:00

And so the crickets and toads SING:
Welcome to our world!

Okay, thanks a gazil to Lena! Ive got my pictures so, yes, a reason to blog!wootsies!
Shh, here are the wild nocturnal creatures of the nighhhhtttt....

All kinds of animals posing for the tourists~mused?

Oh and theres more!

species:ariel;lena;Mellissa(left to righ)

Okay, i was feeding the zebra!it dint respond to the food though.:(

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YOU WILL BE MISSED!

THats it! kids!((:

i need a holiday in the sun.

2008-03-09T09:37:00.000-07:00

Time for a NEW POST.Wait no longer!

Initially, i wanted to blog about the so called IG event at Night Safari, whereby we manage to get it at a steal for ONLY S$16.00, however i aint got any pics. :( Wait till i get em, and it be up in a jiffy!

As for now, i really have nothing much to blog about, or would like to share to the public.

So how about two joke to make up for the lack of updates?((:

now now, who can ever say NO to BLONDE JOKEs.

A blonde goes into a library and cheerfully says, "Hi! I'm here to see the doctor!" In a stern, but hushed voice, the librarian says, "Miss, this is a library."

So the blonde lowers her voice and says, "Oh sorry!" Then whispers, "I'm here to see the doctor."

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A blonde walks into the library. She walks up to the counter, SLAMS a book down and screams at the librarian, - "This is the WORST book I've ever read!" "It has NO plot and far too many characters!"

The librarian looks up and calmly remarks - "So, you're the one who took our phone book..."

source:http://www.the-jokes.com/
now you cant accuse me of plagarism!

So thats about it, hope it managed to ticke your funny bone!
Tata!!

2008-03-04T05:48:00.000-08:00

Last SUNDAY was arielandRebecca time.

Finally.

Lovely it was.

So, yes, we decided to bake some banana muffins and whip up a cold dessert pie. Well, the turn out was yummilicious-delicious!

The banana muffins were very light, and fluffy! The moment you pop it into your mouth, it tastes as if you are eating banana flavoured puffy clouds! haha. The cold cherry pie was, heavenly!Dint know the crust would turn out so PERFECT!!! And i love the custarddd!

Okay that aside, becks had a blonde moment!

She was gleefully whipping the cream and adding generous helpings of sugar(suprisingly) while I was crushing the digestive biscuits for the cherry pie crust. Not long after, she stuck her stick thin finger into the bowl of cream and popped her finger into her mouth. Her face cringed, and she asked me to try the sugar saturated cream paste. So i did, and boy was it salty. I then thought to myself..could it be that the cream has turned rancid? Then i saw the bottle with white fine grains, and i got suspicious. Then i asked becky to try it, and EUREKA, what she put in all along was SALT!

ERM, oppsy poopsy, becksy tootsy!

So, hilarity ensued.

haiis, sian, i really dont wuish to continue on.. . . .. .

tml gotta report to work..and i just wanna thank GOd for answering my prayers and making everything so much better!

HE IS SO REAL.

Alright, i gotta scoot!

NIghtys!

LUV YOU JESUS!((:

2008-03-01T08:43:00.000-08:00

Boohoos, meandmyself time is coming to an end!

this is why and i'll tell you my friend...

I've got a pile to do ..

And the feelin aint good..

especially you have no love, no mood..

when things couldnt get better enough,

everthing starts to get rough and tough,

How one would wish Mr wolf could huff and puff

And hopefully, blow it all away!

then there would be time for some play

and a day where ariel can love today.

in need of God's love!